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I am TAN PEI WEN . I'll turn one year older after 21st Of August , and now , i'm going SIXTEEN .

I love pigs and 王子 . Music is my life and I can't live without emo musics.


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  • Be a singer and have my own concert .
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    • Friday, January 25, 2008
    Memories 5 years back kept on flashing through my mind
    i feel so dumb
    i seriously doesn't know what got into me now
    i seriously hated it.
    yeah whattheh*ll. but i seriously can't control my thoughts
    why do people grow up uh? i mean like can't people just stay like what we are?
    and let's be in the same way like we are before?
    impossible i know, people have to change in order to grow up
    and be more responsible and mature than before.
    but somehow i simply hated things to be changed
    the emptiness sometimes got unbearable.
    sometimes i really think that growing up is a horrible and terrifying thing
    everything changes within like a few years?
    and people would get a shock out of their life when they get
    to know the truth. the truth that no one would want
    to see or even wanted to ask or even talk about it?
    sometimes i really think that it's really meaningless.
    past that can't be brought back to where they begin.
    how sad huh? and when you realise everything had changed,
    nothing could be done, everyone knows that.
    the disappointed and nostalgic feeling that can't be
    brought back to where they begin.
    can we travel back to the past?
    back to the days where things are not as complicated?
    at this point i really felt so silly
    really missed it.if only it could be the same again.
    p.s it's only a sudden thought many years back. :D
    I blogged at 11:08 PM



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