Friday, September 22, 2006
today go bak hmjiu sibei pek chek liaos i donno wad they wan okforcing me tis forcing me datwhile im nt cut out for it.its nt dat i din trybud the motivation is nt dere.wad u wan me do hurrs?ur sian my heart nt bleeding enough?not pain enough?not stress enough?y are ur doing tis to me man?there's jus no one who knows meno one i can speak tono one i can kao lers.if your find me a burden in the first place don't even give bith to me rightno use venting your angers at me.a bunch of bastards and bitches...i don't know how long can i remain this fake smile i had everydayvery soon i sure will burst want wait and see.there's still a lot of things bottled inside.the persons i can talk tonever appeared.omfg.....ok, i am only venting some of the things outcan ignore this post or even me.tata ~its really bleeding, trying to survive and pain inside.I blogged at 8:25 PM