If one cries over losing the sun, the tears will prevent you from seeing the stars.
HELLO

I am TAN PEI WEN . I'll turn one year older after 21st Of August , and now , i'm going SIXTEEN .

I love pigs and 王子 . Music is my life and I can't live without emo musics.


Me.
  • More CDs .
  • Be a singer and have my own concert .
  • Shopping Sprees everyday .
  • Shades .
  • Manicure .
  • Happy everyday .






    • Monday, August 14, 2006
    GGRRRR!!
    tis stupid blogger maks
    my blood boil lik hell...
    today lessons
    sucks bahs.
    let's nt talk bout lessons
    tok bout napfa today...
    quite shi bai bahs.
    sit-ups = 35
    sit n reach = 30plus
    standing broad jump = 14plus =.=" leg ahort...
    pull up = 15
    shuttle run = 12mins6secs
    tis yr my napfa
    2 words to describe...
    TOTAL FAILURE!!
    after dat went mama shop wif
    maisie charlene dat usual gang
    joke joke joke...
    nth liaos bahs.
    den went bk
    sat down ate ice-cream
    wif my beloved ah yi
    i realised nowadays
    i hav no mre interest in anyting liaos.
    even tis morning des P.E
    pulling a long face
    being asked wad happened
    thnks maisie, charlene, yishi, rebecca ko, rebecca lai
    for concerning me bahs.
    after a while i jiu xiang tong liaos.
    said to myself.
    mus pull myself up.
    cnt lik dat >.<
    jiu smile joke lors.

    my heart aches a lot lers.
    onli now i realised hw stupid i am
    jealousy, hatred, loneliness
    came upon me...
    i was helpless, no one could help
    i've gt no control of my mind
    im silly i noe
    im crazy i noe
    but i jus cnt control myself
    omfg!! whr are euu ?
    21st august.. nxt monday
    how i wish to gt a birthday present from euu
    which is practically impossible...

    people don read my small words lahs.
    i jus say out wad my mind is tinking
    >.<>

    tata ~

    I blogged at 6:48 PM


    Saturday, August 12, 2006

    today went phyllis house
    wad else...
    watch tv, crappings.
    nth much lers bahs.
    oh ya and i tink dat
    whoever is phyllis's siblings hors.
    veri cham wan.
    she sure is a violent
    plus nan gao de nu ren.
    yupps.
    lols... i say her till lik dat
    overall she's a nice gurl too
    i dono wad i crapping though...
    quite fun bahs today.
    at dere mak phyllis.
    i've gt a long unfulfilled wishes
    bud no one can fulfill it bahs...
    i dono wad's happening to me
    and wad's happening to her.
    im so .......
    IM A BITCH...
    HE'S A JERK
    SHE'S A FCUKING ASSHOLE.
    wad else...
    overall im a bitch
    bitchiest de bitch
    ok im crazy.
    tis yr's birthday is a gone case.
    i wont's be happy...
    wwad else...
    nth else
    tata ~

    I blogged at 9:16 PM


    Friday, August 11, 2006

    woots.=DD
    today i veri guai.
    1.45pm jiu reached home liaos.
    jus ate finished my lunch.
    tmr still nd to go phyllis's house.
    do project again...
    veri sian wan lors.
    bud no choice.
    today is such a short day.

    nth much happened

    so stop here bahs.

    tata ~

    I blogged at 2:46 PM


    Wednesday, August 09, 2006
    POSTING TIME!!
    do finish quiz liaos.
    the 6 oif u dat i choose mus do wors.
    if nt i wack ur butts!!'
    MUAHAHAS.
    erms. lets tok bout ytd bahs.
    morning reach sch at 6.30am
    quite early hors.
    veri tired lors.
    bought volleyball too.
    ply dao 7.290am.
    OMFG!! we were late!!
    we gt to b in the ava rm
    at 7.15am!!
    so we run up lors.
    but wen we reached...
    onli gt 5 peepz insiede...
    hai us bai bao yi tang lors.
    tamades.
    so we make-up first.
    dn wait dao veri long cai dao wo men perform
    i was nt dat scared lehs.
    dono y lehs.
    the siyahamba was nt bad.
    loud n clear.
    my island home...
    veri bad lors.
    omfg!! wei she mo hui zhe yang zi...
    okok dn after the performances.
    we go bk ava to celebrate mrs.kwok's birthday
    gt cake n tidbits.
    although each of them gt to eat one piece of cake n
    1 pathetic pack of tidbits...
    =.="
    after dat we jiu went ply vb liaos.
    a while we jiu went home liaos.
    lik dat lors. nth much

    tata ~
    I blogged at 4:50 PM


    the quiz bee qi ask me do..

    1.Full Name: TAN PEI WEN
    2. Name Backwards: NEW IEP NAT
    3. Were You Named After Someone?: Myself lors. if nt euu mehs =.="
    4. Meaning Of Name: hw would i noe sia...
    5. Nickname: Alkaline lors =.="
    6. Screen Name: dono lahs..
    7. D.O.B: 21st August... rmb my present hors =.="
    8. Place Of Birth: Thomson Medical Centre
    9. Nationality: Singaporean
    10. Current location: computer room..
    11. Star Sign: Leo
    12. Religion: Buddist
    13. Height: nt mre than 155cm bahs. im short...
    14. Weight: 37kg...
    15. Shoe size: 6-7
    16. Hair colour: B-L-A-C-K
    17. Eye colour: dono cum see urself...
    18. Who Do You Look Like: nobody. im unique JK!!
    19. inner or outtie: outtie
    20. lefty or righty: righty..
    21. Gay Bi Straight or others: STRAIGHT OF COS!!
    22. Best frds: Maisie, selina jie, xinlin, jia yi, janice, bball gurls bahs..
    23. Best frds u trust most: i don tell u lehs...
    24. Fav pals: SELINAJIE!!
    25. best frds of opp sex: pi gu (hui xiang) & zac bahs..
    26. best buddies: MAISIE!!
    27. boyfrd or girlfrd: wad do u mean..
    28. crush: do u tink i will say out ?!
    29. Parents: dad siao siao wan, mum naggy lors.
    30. Worst enemies: DAT JERK!! HATE HIM!!
    31. fav online guy: ZAC lors.. no mre seldom tok to guys.
    32. fav online gurl: SELINAJIE!!
    33. ??
    34. craziest frd: yishi smtimes, maisie craziest, ah ma bahs.
    35. advice frds: nt much.. last time is zac nw he seldom onlines...
    36. loudest frd: maisie lors.. who else... =xx
    37. person u cry wif: myself lors...
    38. ani sis: fake wan jiu hav..
    39. ani bros: fake wan lors...
    40. ani pets: no... i scared =.="
    41. ani disease: got! cough n flu. suan mahs ?
    42. pager: outdated ler lahs..
    43. personal foneline: i don tok much on fones...
    44. cell fone: gt lahs.
    45. lava lamp: ???
    46. pool or hot tub: both =DD
    47. a car: UNDERAGE LAHS!
    48. ur personality: soot smtimes. always moodswing, liks to cry
    49. driving: duo shuo underage liaos...
    50. car u wan: limousine.
    51. room: messy...
    52. wad's missing: my prince charming. =.="
    53. school: rulang pri to hua yi sec.
    54. bed: king size...
    55. relationship wif parents: full of vulgarities.
    56. believe in urself: i onli belive in music.
    57. believe in love at first sight: YUPPS!
    58. gd listener: mayb bahs. i will encourage or tok people round lors...
    59. gt along well wif parents: smtimes... see my mood... =xx
    60. save email convos: nope...
    61. pray: seldom.. onli wen im forced to...
    62. belive in reincarnation: YUPPS!
    63. mak fun of people: hav lahs..
    64. lik to tok on the fone: see my mood lors.
    65. want to get married: NO WAY!!
    66. lik to drive: hw i noe? nvr try bfore..
    67. motion sickness: lovesick can ?lols...
    68. eat stem of broccoli: see mood..
    69: eat chicken wif fork: no i eat wif my hand
    70. dream in colour: blue, pink, black..
    71. type in ur fingers on home roll: ????????
    72. slp wif stuff animals: YUPPS! cant live without it.
    73. nxt to u: pizza..
    74. on the walls of ur room: wen im a little kid des ugly drawing
    75. on ur mousepad: the word "DELL"
    76. dream car: LIMOUSINE LORS!!
    77. dream date: The Aegean Sea!! SO ROMANTIC..
    78. dream honeymoon spot: not so sure...
    79. dream husband or wife: honest, good, trustworthy, loves me =.="
    80. bedtime: normal is 10 plus, abnormal days.. 1 plus
    81. under ur bed: a lot of dust.
    82. single most important qns: ????????
    83. bad time of the day: wen i having moodswings
    84. ur worst fear: DISFIGURED!! COS I M ALREADY SO UGLY..
    85. the weather is: HOT DAO SIAO..
    86. time: 16:25pm
    87. date: 9th august!! natinal day!!
    88. best trick did on smone: pri 6 dat time to a guy...
    89. theme song: MR.Q!!
    90. hardest ting bout growing up: noe mre each day...
    91. funniest experience: a lot sia...
    92. scariest experience: ytd lors. natiinal day performances...
    93. silliest ting i hav said: ''wo bu xi huan ta ler"
    94. most despo n funniest ting to gt attraction of opp sex: I NT DESPO KIA.
    95. scariest ting while ur wif ur frds: nth to b scared of, they protects u.
    96. worst feeling: dowan say liaos. ='(
    97. best feeling in the world: bei ai de wo lors.
    98. SABOTAGING TIME!!

    -Maisie
    -Selina
    -Janice
    -kaixin
    -jiaxin
    -shufen

    MUST DO HORS!! IF NT I WACK UR BUTTS!!
    I blogged at 3:49 PM


    Sunday, August 06, 2006
    veri boring nw lehs.
    reading a storybk.
    lols. boring story plan
    tok bout ytd bahs.
    ytd went phyllis's house
    do Mr.Kwang de bo liao project
    waste my saturday.
    wen we wen dere as i expected
    we were nt doin project
    but instead we watched Lu Guang Sen Ling
    cute cute de show lahs. infront onli.
    cos sayin hw the main acotor n actress
    hw they met blahs n stuffs
    dn 1 plus lers.
    we hungry liaos. called mac delivery
    YUPPS. AGAIN!!?
    ea liao continue wwatching
    lols. after dat jiu do project lors.
    well... i dono wad im doin though.
    lols. funny lor.
    nth much liaos.
    oh ya ytd ming yi n chenyong came to
    their house too. n/c on tis lahs...
    went home bathed
    watched Superband grand final
    MILUBING WON...
    its expected lahs...
    bud i wan Lucify wan lors.
    i was wondering
    ytd may b the last time i c misaki
    on tv liaos. sad lors...
    cant c him alamak
    he too kawaii lers.
    ytd lazy post n i actually on com
    till 12 plus lors.
    tilll my dad came bk nagged =.="
    today nth much lahs.
    hw i wish cn go out shopping nw...
    boring lors. stay at hm everyday...

    p.s: im not ur servant or wad
    i don hav to listen to euu everytime
    ur worst than my parents
    bu ke li yu , taking off ur temper on me
    hu do u tink u r ?
    a chio bu ?
    well u backstabs people bud people
    cnt backstab euu
    n ur so act cute urself n u say others.
    wad rites u hav man.
    go reflect on urself lahs.
    bitchn sia.
    i hate u even mre than bfore.
    fcuk off my lyfe.
    leave me alone.

    tata ~
    I blogged at 4:45 PM


    Friday, August 04, 2006
    GOD!!
    thnks to ytd's 2.4
    my leg untill nw still so pain
    bud funny sia
    onli nite time dn will pain
    today nehs
    nt realli study dat much
    sci: tok cok lors. waste time telling us
    select physics lahs.. blahs n stuffs. CRAPS!!
    history: nth much wad mre cn u do in half an hr ?
    chi: fcukin teacher. don understand us at all!!
    me n maisie hack care him
    as he don listens to us
    we were singing "chu dian" - S.H.E
    nice lors.
    i lik tis line
    '' jiu zhe yang chu dian yi zhi tian mi chu dian
    zhi dao bao zha..."
    dono y lehs. i jus love tis lines.
    wahahhas.
    after dat is recess
    stayed in the canteen till
    11 plus jiu go up class
    wif zoey n charlene
    slack in the class
    onli 3 of us...
    all at art rm
    we pon art =xx
    after dat do notice board
    do half way dat wei zhuang cum
    find mo mo ren...
    lik dat nvm..
    still cum in class sit down dere see...
    if its anione
    they will oso feel uneasy
    imagine a stranger sitting down dere seeing
    all of u do notice board
    so darn weird
    after a while 2E3 has oral
    in our class.
    so me n maisie go borrow vb from security guard
    dn ply lors.
    ply veri longat tis veri nice place
    dowan say out ltr other
    people snatch from us LOLS.
    i oso dono hw to say whr =.=''
    dn after dat ply wif sm other people
    lik dat lors.
    nth liaos lahs
    my post n day veri systematic wan
    everyday repeating the same ting lors.
    n u may realised dat
    if u realli go read or cum my blog
    from last yr till nw
    i don put pics des
    reason being i don hab camera nor cables.
    dat's y ..
    don lik boredom fcukoff...

    im deceiving myself rite..
    go mak wad kiwi n mimosa...
    while actually i realli care
    for HIM... im crazi
    im oso a gurl ok...
    wo ye xi huan bei ai de...
    =.="

    whxhn <33

    tata ~
    p.s: stupid zac online often lahs.
    zhen shi des.
    I blogged at 10:21 PM


    Thursday, August 03, 2006
    raaaaaaaaa~
    my mum ke siao lahs.
    wo yi hui lai jiu scold me
    fcuk lahs.
    erms..
    today lessons gt maths test lahs.
    god. i jus cnt get yhe
    formulaes into my head
    its lik WTF ?!
    y cnt i rmb lors.
    always lik dat wan
    i nervous jiu everyting forgt
    wad god darn brains i hav
    Z class de lors.
    lan dao bu hui zai lan de lan
    %#&^$&&^
    hate myself.
    okok enough bout my brains =.=''
    continues....
    9.45a.m go down
    set up the stalls to sell candies
    wif ahmei n sophia they all
    quite alot of people bahs
    dn nehs...
    the candies lower sec de recess
    jiu sell dao left nt nice de liaos.
    fast sia
    nt even 1 hr all the sweets sell finish liaos.
    woots. nt bad hors we =))
    THANK YOU THANK YOU
    dn after dat go up lors.
    jiu lesson......
    chi lesson de shi hou
    funny sia
    me maisie elaine rite..
    were colouring the noticeboard
    dn chen lao shi
    jiu lik tell us don colour liaos.
    ltr dn colour
    dn we hack care him continue colour
    turn oso dowan turn
    muahahas.
    bad hors =.=''
    dn he jiu say : wo wen ni men yi ge wen ti
    we: she mo?
    him: ni men xian zhun guo lai
    we: turn lors. =.=''
    him: you na yi ge lao shi yun xu
    xue shen zai zi ji de ke zhuo bie
    de dong xi de ?
    we: silence. mei hua jiang
    in the end we guai guai stop lors.
    bo bian...
    eng lessons EVEN funnier.
    dat ah pek lors.
    mak me laugh dao peng
    n weijie they all lahs ....
    he down dere kp immitating people lors.
    funny sia
    i dowan say hu. ltr gt trouble lols.
    after sch nehs
    gt 2.4 run
    kns.....
    1st round run till flats dere
    jiu wakao eh....
    my chest darn pain lors.
    lik goin to suffocate lik dat
    blame myself lahs...
    dn hu noes.
    run till 1st round a round flat dere
    jiu saw a JERK.
    wahseh so power sia
    i immediately sprint lors.
    cos i tai hate him liaos.
    mei ban fa...
    2nd time c him again...
    so i run fast fast too
    lik dat lors.
    dn hors wtf i dono my timing
    run dao zhong dian
    i immediately sit on the floor
    my leg pain sia.
    after dat nehs.
    maisie lost her bag =.=''
    den sian liaos.
    still nd help find
    walao ai...
    dn she still shouted at me
    walao ai dn i angry lors.
    xl n jy looked at me dn
    my face dono wan put whr lors.
    after dat jiu ok liaos. lash...
    her bag found
    jiu ply vb
    dn go hm dat time
    saw him again !!
    wtf. y he lik ying hun bu san des
    qi dao pan si lors.
    as i mentioned bfore.
    my mum scold scold scold
    i listen listen listen
    fight fight fight
    nw she watch tv i rite post
    n/c at least nw beta
    she nvr kb again
    if nt i sure ahem ahem....
    shall stop here.
    tata~

    iHATEeuu BUT!! iLOVEeuu. OMFG
    I blogged at 10:09 PM


    Wednesday, August 02, 2006
    shall say fast
    dad goin cum bk soon
    erms skip lesson part
    after sch gt choir full dress rehersal
    we wore denim jeans skirt wif
    sch uni it totally weird lors.
    erms dn after dat jiu
    go ply vb
    at first is me maisie jolene
    dn came charlene susu si hao
    bball gurls
    dn jiu hen luan liaos.
    smth lik dat lahs
    dn after dat go hm dat time
    the dance des people
    alot crowded around dere
    we aske y wad hapen
    den it goes lik tis
    there's tis block near hua yi
    on 2nd storey
    gt two person 1 guy 1 gurl
    fighting lahs
    dn the guy threaten her dat
    if she do nt leave
    he will kill her
    dn dance people call police
    dn 10mins ltr police still haven cum
    so madeliene call us go hm first
    cos she scared veri mafan
    ltr police cum scld us
    cos about 20-30 plus
    people crowding over dere
    so go hm lors.
    gt smn tings happen
    but no time rite
    tata~
    I blogged at 8:25 PM


    Tuesday, August 01, 2006
    look.. i no mood to post.
    bud i still post.
    mak it short ok...
    firstly , i hate tis particular teacherS!!
    onli act wan use mouth say onli
    secondly , i given up on myself lers.
    i prepare to retain...
    thirdly!! J-E-R-K JERK!! I HATE EUU!!!
    fourthly , i wan ahem to ahem ahem n ahem ahem ahem!!
    fthly , jiasin hurt my eyes....
    6thly , thurs i or rather us goin to sell sm
    fcukin candies on both lower n upper secs recess
    ended my post don wan tok
    tis yr's birthday i don tink gt ani differences from
    past few yrs bahs. as per normal des. confirm guaranteed
    chop chop....
    i dono y i say tis too forgrt it

    i swear to get euu out of my head!
    the world will nt stop revolving for me
    when will dat day cum...
    wtf lahs...
    i wan shoppings!!
    i wan euu more!!and i nd euu...
    w/e

    tata ~
    I blogged at 6:54 PM


    HOHO!! ~
    in sch com lab nw
    veri boring so post
    WAHAHAHAHAS!
    20 days to my birthday....
    THANK YOU THANK YOU!q!
    P.E after tis....
    muahahhaahs!!
    nth to rite liaos.
    tata ~
    I blogged at 8:14 AM



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