If one cries over losing the sun, the tears will prevent you from seeing the stars.
HELLO
I am
TAN PEI WEN
. I'll turn one year older after
21st Of August
, and now , i'm going
SIXTEEN
.
I love pigs and 王子 . Music is my life and I can't live without emo musics.
Me.
More CDs .
Be a singer and have my own concert .
Shopping Sprees everyday .
Shades .
Manicure .
Happy everyday .
Friday, June 30, 2006
today fun bud tiring
onli had lessons till 10.15a.m
dn combined recess 1 hr.
jiu gt concert put up
by the teachers in hua yi...
the skit is funny lahs.
the teachrs wore
sch uniforms.
dn acted lik wad we usually do n say
ahahhas.
after dat jiu go ply volleyball
skipped my breakfast n lunch
untill 4 plus cnt tak it lers.
suddenly head spinning veri fast
dn stomach super pain
so rested for erms...
sm time?!
borrowed xinlin`s hp
to listen music lahs.
beta after a while lors.
i always lik dat wan
wheneva i feel down or wadsoeva
music always calms me down
after dat jiu continued to ply lors.
dn about 5 plus
maisie left hm lors.
dn i plyed wif brenda, zixuan, zi jing, jolene.
at first i veri scared of zixuan n brenda wan
their spike too kong bu liaos.
after a while jiu erms...
try try lahs.
at first dono wad i hitting
dn finally gt zixuan`s spike LOLS.
lame...
dowan rite liaos lazy...
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Thursday, June 29, 2006
YESTERDAY:
quite a borin lesson day lahs.
bud i still enjoyed
studying lehs.
nvm i soot lahs.
erms ytd happen wad
i oso forgt lers.
ytd did nt post as
i do hmwk till 10 plus
tired dao siao lers.
so bath lers lie down jiu slp lers.
sians lahs.
TODAY:
some of my frds tot its
sm sort of miracle as i did
ALL my hmwk
kind of suaning me lors.
zhen shi des.
dat L.P.S hors
pour cold water des lors.
we so mani people
from 2N1/2
vote her to perform tmr
in the end she gt sm
stupid course
today lessons oso so-so lahs.
after dat still hab
the character first programme.
quite fun bahs.
played sm games
rojak n (smth)emotion.
i laugh dao peng lahs.
the 2nd game
LOLS.
a few people fall down
gt 1 time i laugh dao almost fall out
=.='' exaggerating...
oh yah...
still gt 1 game (or is it nt a game?)
the instructor ask all of us
to tak off right shoe
throw to the centre of the rm
dn we nd to find all own shoes
in lik 33 people `s shoes
darn...
everiione was so violent...
push here push dere.
i fall down sia
WTF.
as if people will tak rong shoes lik dat
veri diao jiu shi lers lahs.
lik dat lors...
ended around 5pm
dn go bball court ply vb
wif susu n jolene lahs.
ended my day...
p.s starting of the course.
the instructer greeted us,
we whole class forgt to,
stand up greet him,
LOLS.
dn he was lik'' we r the first class
dat he ever taken greeting teacher,
sitting down des.''
paiseh mahs. we all forgt liaos.
wahahhahs.
quite funny n stupid lors.
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Tuesday, June 27, 2006
today hors..
i tired dao bu ke yi lahs.
wake up at 6.15a.m
don feel lik wakin up lors.
lessons dat time
mre sian lers.
eyes pain lik siao
always rub it
gaaaaaa~
hmms..
tell u a miracle ting.
i nw hors
love to do hmwk liaos lehs.
OMFG.
i crazi lers lahs.
nvm its a gd start
nw term nw start mahs.
everiiting starts afresh
wee o weet ~
SONG BO =))
hmms...
nw i gt interest in maths lers.
cos ms lee did nt giv me
those lik c me bu shuang lk lors.
so i gt smile to her
n she smiles bk lahs.
hahas.
gan jue ok ok lahs.
beta than she last time
don smile during lessons de
lik c her face i bored liaos.
dowan listen lors.
dn nw sit wif my guai kia mei
rebecca lai. she will teach me lahs.
so i hoped to improve lors.
today after sch arhs.
as usual lors.
eat liaos jiu go 2E1 fer choir
i wonder today y changed to dere.
zhen shi des.
darn hot lahs.
den i today sing dao hen lan liaos.
mus b too long nvr train my voice
the cher kp staring at me
cos i ...........
=(( wo bu yao tis stupid voice lahs.
i mus control it
nt let it control me
dots....
paiseh i oso dono wad myself is tokin.
ahahs.
today P.E hors
tak height n weight
knn lahs.
wo hen zi bei lahs.
Height: 152cm
weight:30 plus + (forgt lers.)
zhen shi des.
nvr grow taller
shit me....
btw i gt to noe a shockin news.
i find it darn funny
n was laughing all the way jus nw.
at hm lahs. >.<
stop here liaos.
my mum gave me a buay song face =.=''
nitenite ~
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Monday, June 26, 2006
first day of sch
jus as expected lors.
seperated from my laogong
AHAHAS.
nw sitting wif rebecca lai.
nt bad lahs today
tot i will b tired wan lahs.
bud i feel dat today i kp smiling hurrs.
mayb i kee siao lers.
nvm nt important
ahahas.
remincing the past liaos.
p.s i still find my hair veri funny
lalala ~
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Sunday, June 25, 2006
ahahhas. x)
so fast holiday des last day lers.
tmr start sch lers.
fast sia...
i jus started to enjoy it
n its goin to end.
unfair hurs ?
x))
hmms...
nth much
nth to do so post lors.
starting sch lers
i promised laogong to study hard hurs.
hahas. i wan to c the result
LOLS.
jus nw went to cut my hair
n its became shorter
when i tie it up
hw cum hurs?
i let down no differences
tie up it jus miracle-ly
became shorter woots.
ahahahs.
nw my mum don let me early go sch lers.
ahahahhas.
for sm lame reasons lors.
nvm ^^
dat`s all
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Friday, June 23, 2006
hmms...
finally the projects
you zhao luo liaos...
i tired liaos
don even wan to blog long
sch goin reopen
gotta c faces dat i dowan to c
toturing lahs
still is everyday c des...
ai... tis few days hors.
i realised dat phyllis gone berserk
yupps.
u nvr c wad phyllis her bro
lionel soh does o.o
violences sia lols.
p.s no offences =D
nth to say liaos.
btw today in the morning
jiu gt a slap from my dad
weird dat i did nt even
dropped a single tears
imma cold-blooded gurl
wahahahahs.
''im so nt myself''
is all tis all wad i realli wan?!
wad do i feel deep in my heart?
whr is my soulmate?
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hmms...
finally the projects
you zhao luo liaos...
i tired liaos
don even wan to blog long
sch goin reopen
gotta c faces dat i dowan to c
toturing lahs
still is everyday c des...
ai... tis few days hors.
i realised dat phyllis gone berserk
yupps.
u nvr c wad phyllis her bro
lionel soh does o.o
violences sia lols.
p.s no offences =D
nth to say liaos.
btw today in the morning
jiu gt a slap from my dad
weird dat i did nt even
dropped a single tears
imma cold-blooded gurl
wahahahahs.
''im so nt myself''
is all tis all wad i realli wan?!
wad do i feel deep in my heart?
whr is my soulmate?
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Tuesday, June 20, 2006
woots ~
long time no post...
stupid hmwk lahs.
haven finish
ling shi bao fo jiao >.<
stop here.
time to yang shen
tata ~
LUCIFY RAWKS; MISAKI !! (^.^)
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Saturday, June 17, 2006
today went causeway point
hav mentioned in the
previous des post i tink...
as planned...
went to watch R.V
funny show lahs.
cum out they all r discussing
dat i laugh darn loud...
fine w/e
i already tried to laugh soft lers.
jing li lers.
causeway point was real bored.
ZzzzzzZzzzzzzz
k mak it short
dinner we mak it at
pastamania...
we shared two types of food.
hawaii pizza n country baked pasta.
the pizza small dao ~
although its large in size...
bud simply nt enough.
the pasta..
at first i tot its nice.
bud after a while
cos i don used to havin to eat
too mani cheesy tastes...
got sick nearly vomited...
im jus those kind dat
always feels sick or fall sick...
.........
dn today nehs.
i gt myself 2 nuers.
potfen n potmin lols.
im their ah bu lors.
wahahahhs.
quite fun lahs.
i was crapping wif potfen
n she today nvr eat medicine des.
kee siao...
oh i oso bought a bracelet...
i tried it on wen i reached hm
nt so suit me bahs.
dn my nuer potmin
she jus reached jiu say i veri skinny.
tot is she skinnier than me.
i saw her hands...
nvm no important.
no offences too =DD
don fl lik riting lers.
quite long lors.
i nt lazy des hors.
=.='' BHB
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Thursday, June 15, 2006
ZzzzZzzzzz
today the time lik stuck
lik dat...
moves so slowly
spent most of my time
on the bed
i jus cant stop tinking lahs.
15th of june.
the worst day...
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Wednesday, June 14, 2006
well well...
at first i tot after
2 months cn lers.
hu noes...
all alfred n maisie `s fault !!
p.s onli maisie noes wad ting...
thnks to ytd...
everything bk...
no strength to fight bk
too deep liaos lahs
nw everri ting starts all over again...
nth cn b done
im jus too dumb
zhi hao man man wang ji lers...
smtimes i wished all tis haven happened...
ever sinced 14th feb...
nvm
nw mus enjoy myself
enjoy it to the fullest...
sat !! woodlands...
mushroom des hometown...
muahahahs.
p.s quite missed him as a bro...
no idea y i say tis...
suddenly crossed my mind...
i find it darn weird dat
in real life
my languages is filled wif
vulgarities bud my blog posts
all so neat n tidy
no dirtyness =D
sinced wen hav i becomed lik dat ?
ZzzzzZZzzzzzz
tired...
gosh. felt lik slping again...
i hab slept for dono hw mani hrs
i realli is a lazy pig
blahblahs
end here.
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Tuesday, June 13, 2006
today morning jiu
go maisie`s house...
actually met alfred n sophia
at jp at 12.30 pm des
we were late =.=''
we ply dao did nt realised
its damn late..
n we haven tk our lunch..
so faster eat lers.
jiu went meet them...
lucky still gt time lahs...
den hao lors...
dat maisie n alfred...
gang up together bluff me...
say wad the movie nice
blahblahblah...
in the end...
A HORROR MOVIE !!
wad gd frens i hab..
i sit dere xia dao pan si...
p.s i don dare watch tis kind de.
in the end ...
the movie was nt bad...
onli 2 scenes scary...
nth actually..
lols.
in the end is maisie mre scared than me...
funny sia...
lols.
after dat...
we walk walk walk...
aimlessly...
maisie suggested toy 'r' us... =.=''
so go lor...
in the end hors. funny sia.
we go in together
in the end..
mi n masie walk together...
sophia n alfred together...
lols.
actually wan go library wan..
lols. gek siao wan....
nvm...
maisie`s mum scold her...
so go hm lors...
lalalas ~
nth much liaos.
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Saturday, June 10, 2006
GOSH !!
i cant tak it animre !!
5
4
3
2
1
BOMB !!
>.<
arghhhhhs !!
forgt it....
jus venting out anger ...
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Friday, June 09, 2006
woooots ~
today`s performances.
cn say its a success ?!!
wahahahs.
I LOVE THE LIGHTINGS !!
it maks me feel as if
im sm ''superstars''
woots ~
it totally rawks man.
the feeling.
OMFG !!
after dat...
we changed lers.
jiu go canteen slack.
its darn boring...
stacey n gang as usual...
tak fotos.
i wondered wad so fun
bout takin fotos ?!!
i hated it !!
erms....
den we go bball court
c those dancers
ply bball....
we seated on benches...
den me n maisie were
imagining we were
with her ahem n my ahem...
sitting dere lols...
it will b darn great.
den after a long while....
we saw brenda n cerys
goin ply volleyball...
den we joined in...
nt long after....
cerys is gone...
left brenda me maisie stacey....
well....
a stupid ting happened....
i was about to test my
dan liang.
cos i scared of dark mahs....
den me n maisie hold hand
go tak the ball together...
den suddenly a flash of light
flaashed past....
i chua tio !!
den shouted running bk...
maisie too...
chua tio scream ran bk....
haiis....
i jus simply scared of darkness...
y is dat so ?!!
forgt it...
erms... den
10.30pm we jiu leave sch..
nw here i am...
quite a boring day though...
actually tmr
we will b having bbq meet
at my house dere des...
haiis....
darn it !!
mayb we 17th june
go seoul garden makan...
the distance between u n me is darn far
far untill its almost blur...
i hoped the dreams r real....
bud once i opened my eyes....
everiiting remains unchanged...
wad a nvr-goin-to-cum-true
dream...
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woots ~
today 50th anniversary..
gonna hav lotsa fun !!
weeeeeeeeees~
hope cn stay tilll
the nxt morning...
bud i noe its impossible...
oh well.. nvm
im in a real gd mood nwadays.
no one/nth cn spoil it...
woohoos ~
jus nw i had a wonderful dream...
bud it won `t cum true though....
nvm... kp in the heart cn lers.
wahahahas.
hope tmr hav mani tings to say
bout tonite`s party.
woots ~
cant wait till nite time.
after the performances.
weeeeeees ~
okok i stop liaos.
''So close yet so far''
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Wednesday, June 07, 2006
today on the way
to sch met mani people
on the bus...
met zhuzhu.
den jiu erms....
zeng yong ling they all....
elaine n belveder hurs. (dono hw to spell)
den hui min.... sandra...jolene...
rebecca =D
den jiu go
upchanged
into the kuku costumes.
the make-up part is da worst !!
darn ma fan ~
ZzzZzzzzZZ
as i noe nth bout make-ups....
can bu ren du ~
sm mre dat
darn pain shoes....
ren shen yi da kong bu.
hahas.
den the dinner....
erms..erms...
nt so bad lahs.
i eat ler rice hors.
still nt enough go up
it resource still eat bread.
siao wan...
den it was darn boring....
masie n stacey hors....
n/c kp taking fotos....
no offences.
my post getting mre n mre...
boring lahs.....
smone say dat no foto des.
too ugly liaos no nd
to put here dui lian...
n i will gt addicted to it too....
lik stacey....
no mood....
jus nw i was seriously tinking
bout smtings....
finally you jie guo....
i shld face reality bahs.....
yupps.
sians......
my mum finally agreed
to let me rebond....
my dad hors....
funny sia
i say la zhi(rebond in chi)
he listened as la pi ( pull skin)
pls lahs. i gt no wrinkles.
pull wad skin...
wahahahahs.
''where `s dere life; dere `s hope''
i gone nuts i noe....
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Tuesday, June 06, 2006
today hors...
at first ok ok lahs.
suddenly feel mao dun
in the morning...
after dat go phyllis `s house
wahs...
chao si ren
kp toking non stop....
baobei blog 1 yrs old lers.
wahahahahs.
sayang sayang sayang.
nth much happen today....
end here bahs.
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Monday, June 05, 2006
woots. today arhs....
CRAZY LASS. X)
rehersals start at...
9am. ends at 1 plus.
i tot is 5pm lors.
as it is said in the
timetable....
den jiu eat lunch...
den go borrow volleyball.
from the vb coach.
played tilll 6pm lors.
shung sia ~
WEEEEEEEEEEE ~
den i solo go buy bubble tea..
den go hm lors...
heng arhs ~
dad go out liaos.
so here i m =D
i wan to rebond my hair !!.
it will curl up wan lors.
wen i tied ponytails.
sucky !!
nw being...
PERSUADE MY MUM
INTO LETTING ME REBOND !!
no reason for her to
reject actually....
i using my OWN MONEY.
( p.s 2 yr `s hong bao money !!)
WOOTS ~
I DON SCARED PAIN !!
its nth compared to wad hav been doned...
dere `s jus so much tings.
i wan to do...
too little time...
2 weeks holidays nia.
p.s for me lahs.
haiis....
p.s MUSIC RAWKS MY LYFE.
MY MINDSET N HEART N SOUL ONLI FOR IT.
wahahahahs.
crapping...
bleahs. ignore me.
well....
dat`s true lahs.
i hav determined to
train well my singing skills.
dat `s my dream n goal.
another ting is dat..
i wan to gt mre pro in
volleyball.
MY SPIKE !!
setting i jia lat lahs.
so train spike cn lers.
I MUS DO IT !!
1st time wors...
eva since i born.
nvr had a goal in my lyfe.
lead everiiday as
i hav to...
no aims n goals.
woots ~
suddenly feel dat
wo zhang da lers wors.
wee o weet ~
wahhahahahas.
i bhb lahs. i noe dat.
MUSIC FOR LYFE !!
no regrets.
i oso mus thanks to dat incident.
mak me realised dat hw lyfe is mre
important than aniting else.
especially _ _ _ _ .
x)
well....
wish me luck !!
my bao bei bloggie.
eva sinced i started to blog.
hmms....
recall bk.
its last yr des june hols.
woots ~
dat means its nw !!
1 yr lers.
my baobei blog rawks man !!.
thnks for being my
listening ear !!
muacks muacks.
i mus b crazy !!
nvm...
continue to rawk on bao bei blog.
=D
the end.
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Sunday, June 04, 2006
im darn bored nw.
while jus nw is plain busy.
hahas...
erms.. added a song here.
''I knew i loved you'' - savage garden
hmms.. mak do wif tis 1 first.
since i can `t find
the 1 i wanted...
sad....
find whole day oso can `t find.
reason being...
i donno the title !!
^%%&^$*&
another ting is dat.
actually we cousins planned
to hav a bbq meet.
problem is dat...
at first say at qy `s house.
bud in the end.
mum jus won `t let.
the reason is plain bvious...
spoil the whole ting lor.
qi si wo lers.
%$^%*%
in the end decided to hab it
at my house. =DD
BUD !! the barbecue pit
ming ming shi mak hao liaos.
BUD THEY JUS WON `T OPEN
IT UP FOR PUBLIC USE !!!
wakao ai...
qi si wo lers qi si wo lers.
actually i suggested sentosa wan.
bud too mani probs.
in the end CANCELLED !!
sobs.
we jus simply hav problems
wen making an outing or wadeva...
everiitime...
GGRRRRRRR.
damn bored nw.
lucky gt baobei music pei wo.
=DD
onli music cn calm me down wen
im feeling down.
wahahahahs.
i realised dat nwadays.
my blog has less vulgarities.
gd or bad ?!!
hmms....
nt important aniways...
shall end here bahs.
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Friday, June 02, 2006
since i gt nth to do...
blog again....
rehersals today was ok ok.
we miracle-ly
sang well today....
sm say its cos gt recoerding
going on....
gaaaaa ~ w/e
untill er.. erm...
6 plus lik dat.
i finally break down lahs.
was damn tired.
n hungry !!
den going for the finale
dat time..
ms sito called for me.
say wad i mus smile.
hw could i smile sia.
so uneasy...
but i tried to smile.
veri fake des lahs.
too tired lers lahs.
after dat.
7 plus ms. agnus
debrief us lers.
den we were released.
the path to it resource rm
was dark....
den me maisie stacey.
became siao char bos
running towards IT rm.
den the stupid transporter
jus won `t work.
sherks !!
in the end i dono
hw mr.lau managed to open
lols. lik dat lors.
den we changed lers.
jiu go hall tak our water bottle.
den go hm wif
maisie stacey n rachel.
we walk till outside sch gate nias.
it started to rain.
we began to run lik mad womens.
in the rain.....
hees. fun lahs.
run lik the wind !! =DD
irritating is dat.
my stupid rubber band
kept on dropping
while i was running.
from sch gate till bus stop
it dropped 5-6 times.
GRRRRR...
qi si wo lers.
so mafan oso...
den we became wet
chickens when we reached
bus stop.
''teresa tseng'' was dere.
p.s nt real teresa lahs. she onli resembles her.
den we crap dere lors.
waited so long.
gt two buses came BUD !!
it was so darn full
the door jus won `t open.
when the 2nd bus came.
we finally cnt tahan liaos.
wanted to go hm badly
den the driver jus dowan open door.
den we shouted out
''OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII''
lols. so funni lahs.
den continued waiting.
den we were discussing about
kws lols.
we imitated wad she says.
cos she talk till veri des diao n leng ~
so darn funni lahs.
lols. den after a while.
ronald susu tyty came...
yuan lai ronald is from rulang.
n he noes my mum ?!!
walao ai..
my mum popular than me sia.
ying liaos lors.
BUD i gt no ying xiang
on ronald lehs.
cnt believe hua yi
gt so mani rulangnites.
hahas.
den we started eating sour plums.
den masie teased stacey lols.
say she eat sourplum huai yun is it ?
aiyas crap alot dere jiu dui liaos.
can `t realli rmb
=bb gt stm lahs.
cnt blame cnt blame.
den we wait till veri thirsty
ren veri long liaos.
so decided to
walk to 7-eleven
buy drinks.
while walking....
they were singing.
they still lk so refreshed.
wo lei dao pan si lors.
especially stacey hors.
HYPER-ACTIVE.
jump here jump dere.
shou bu liaos ta.
btws....
tis morning after i post,
immediately hors.
my dad came in kb liaos.
everiitime lik dat wan
everiitime they fight
i became victim.
blah blah blah ~
den jiu FORCED me do tings.
AGAIN !! $#&%&
qi dao pan si...
pipo `s fault lahs.
GRRRRRR....
shall stop here.
im darn long-winded.
tis post is so boring.
cnt blame oso.
veri tired still on com to post.
i so loyal to my blog.
THANK YOU THANK YOU.
=bb bleahs....
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hihi !!
i post for fun onli.
ltr 1pm still nd to go sch
full dress rehersal.
untill at nite sia !!
O.O
den nd to wear the painful
torturing shoe again..
veri dreadful lahs.
nw gt nth to do so post mahs.
nth much to rite lors.
going to hab a barbecue gathering
wif my cousins yeah.
=bb
hope nt boring lors.
lols. =x
hmms... i wondered wad had happened.
bud i wish dat u feel happy yeahs.
lk on the bright side.
having sm stress on
family....
onli hav to bear wif it.
i say wan leave the house
is jus say say onli.
won `t run away.
CRAPS !!
oh forget it ~
tata ~
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