If one cries over losing the sun, the tears will prevent you from seeing the stars.
HELLO
I am TAN PEI WEN . I'll turn one year older after 21st Of August , and now , i'm going SIXTEEN .
I love pigs and 王子 . Music is my life and I can't live without emo musics.
Me.
More CDs .
Be a singer and have my own concert .
Shopping Sprees everyday .
Shades .
Manicure .
Happy everyday .
Friday, June 30, 2006
today fun bud tiring onli had lessons till 10.15a.m dn combined recess 1 hr. jiu gt concert put up by the teachers in hua yi... the skit is funny lahs. the teachrs wore sch uniforms. dn acted lik wad we usually do n say ahahhas. after dat jiu go ply volleyball skipped my breakfast n lunch untill 4 plus cnt tak it lers. suddenly head spinning veri fast dn stomach super pain so rested for erms... sm time?! borrowed xinlin`s hp to listen music lahs. beta after a while lors. i always lik dat wan wheneva i feel down or wadsoeva music always calms me down after dat jiu continued to ply lors. dn about 5 plus maisie left hm lors. dn i plyed wif brenda, zixuan, zi jing, jolene. at first i veri scared of zixuan n brenda wan their spike too kong bu liaos. after a while jiu erms... try try lahs. at first dono wad i hitting dn finally gt zixuan`s spike LOLS. lame... dowan rite liaos lazy...
bibi ~ I blogged at 10:05 PM
Thursday, June 29, 2006
YESTERDAY: quite a borin lesson day lahs. bud i still enjoyed studying lehs. nvm i soot lahs. erms ytd happen wad i oso forgt lers. ytd did nt post as i do hmwk till 10 plus tired dao siao lers. so bath lers lie down jiu slp lers. sians lahs. TODAY: some of my frds tot its sm sort of miracle as i did ALL my hmwk kind of suaning me lors. zhen shi des. dat L.P.S hors pour cold water des lors. we so mani people from 2N1/2 vote her to perform tmr in the end she gt sm stupid course today lessons oso so-so lahs. after dat still hab the character first programme. quite fun bahs. played sm games rojak n (smth)emotion. i laugh dao peng lahs. the 2nd game LOLS. a few people fall down gt 1 time i laugh dao almost fall out =.='' exaggerating... oh yah... still gt 1 game (or is it nt a game?) the instructor ask all of us to tak off right shoe throw to the centre of the rm dn we nd to find all own shoes in lik 33 people `s shoes darn... everiione was so violent... push here push dere. i fall down sia WTF. as if people will tak rong shoes lik dat veri diao jiu shi lers lahs. lik dat lors... ended around 5pm dn go bball court ply vb wif susu n jolene lahs. ended my day... p.s starting of the course. the instructer greeted us, we whole class forgt to, stand up greet him, LOLS. dn he was lik'' we r the first class dat he ever taken greeting teacher, sitting down des.'' paiseh mahs. we all forgt liaos. wahahhahs. quite funny n stupid lors.
tata ~I blogged at 10:07 PM
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
today hors.. i tired dao bu ke yi lahs. wake up at 6.15a.m don feel lik wakin up lors. lessons dat time mre sian lers. eyes pain lik siao always rub it gaaaaaa~ hmms.. tell u a miracle ting. i nw hors love to do hmwk liaos lehs. OMFG. i crazi lers lahs. nvm its a gd start nw term nw start mahs. everiiting starts afresh wee o weet ~ SONG BO =)) hmms... nw i gt interest in maths lers. cos ms lee did nt giv me those lik c me bu shuang lk lors. so i gt smile to her n she smiles bk lahs. hahas. gan jue ok ok lahs. beta than she last time don smile during lessons de lik c her face i bored liaos. dowan listen lors. dn nw sit wif my guai kia mei rebecca lai. she will teach me lahs. so i hoped to improve lors. today after sch arhs. as usual lors. eat liaos jiu go 2E1 fer choir i wonder today y changed to dere. zhen shi des. darn hot lahs. den i today sing dao hen lan liaos. mus b too long nvr train my voice the cher kp staring at me cos i ........... =(( wo bu yao tis stupid voice lahs. i mus control it nt let it control me dots.... paiseh i oso dono wad myself is tokin. ahahs. today P.E hors tak height n weight knn lahs. wo hen zi bei lahs. Height: 152cm weight:30 plus + (forgt lers.) zhen shi des. nvr grow taller shit me.... btw i gt to noe a shockin news. i find it darn funny n was laughing all the way jus nw. at hm lahs. >.< stop here liaos. my mum gave me a buay song face =.=''
nitenite ~
tata ~I blogged at 10:18 PM
Monday, June 26, 2006
first day of sch jus as expected lors. seperated from my laogong AHAHAS. nw sitting wif rebecca lai. nt bad lahs today tot i will b tired wan lahs. bud i feel dat today i kp smiling hurrs. mayb i kee siao lers. nvm nt important ahahas. remincing the past liaos. p.s i still find my hair veri funny lalala ~
tata ~I blogged at 9:35 PM
Sunday, June 25, 2006
ahahhas. x) so fast holiday des last day lers. tmr start sch lers. fast sia... i jus started to enjoy it n its goin to end. unfair hurs ? x)) hmms... nth much nth to do so post lors. starting sch lers i promised laogong to study hard hurs. hahas. i wan to c the result LOLS. jus nw went to cut my hair n its became shorter when i tie it up hw cum hurs? i let down no differences tie up it jus miracle-ly became shorter woots. ahahahs. nw my mum don let me early go sch lers. ahahahhas. for sm lame reasons lors. nvm ^^ dat`s all
tata ~I blogged at 4:40 PM
Friday, June 23, 2006
hmms... finally the projects you zhao luo liaos... i tired liaos don even wan to blog long sch goin reopen gotta c faces dat i dowan to c toturing lahs still is everyday c des... ai... tis few days hors. i realised dat phyllis gone berserk yupps. u nvr c wad phyllis her bro lionel soh does o.o violences sia lols. p.s no offences =D nth to say liaos. btw today in the morning jiu gt a slap from my dad weird dat i did nt even dropped a single tears imma cold-blooded gurl wahahahahs.
''im so nt myself'' is all tis all wad i realli wan?! wad do i feel deep in my heart? whr is my soulmate?
tata ~I blogged at 11:50 PM
hmms... finally the projects you zhao luo liaos... i tired liaos don even wan to blog long sch goin reopen gotta c faces dat i dowan to c toturing lahs still is everyday c des... ai... tis few days hors. i realised dat phyllis gone berserk yupps. u nvr c wad phyllis her bro lionel soh does o.o violences sia lols. p.s no offences =D nth to say liaos. btw today in the morning jiu gt a slap from my dad weird dat i did nt even dropped a single tears imma cold-blooded gurl wahahahahs.
''im so nt myself'' is all tis all wad i realli wan?! wad do i feel deep in my heart? whr is my soulmate?
tata ~I blogged at 11:50 PM
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
woots ~ long time no post... stupid hmwk lahs. haven finish ling shi bao fo jiao >.< stop here. time to yang shen
tata ~
LUCIFY RAWKS; MISAKI !! (^.^)I blogged at 11:47 PM
Saturday, June 17, 2006
today went causeway point hav mentioned in the previous des post i tink... as planned... went to watch R.V funny show lahs. cum out they all r discussing dat i laugh darn loud... fine w/e i already tried to laugh soft lers. jing li lers. causeway point was real bored. ZzzzzzZzzzzzzz k mak it short dinner we mak it at pastamania... we shared two types of food. hawaii pizza n country baked pasta. the pizza small dao ~ although its large in size... bud simply nt enough. the pasta.. at first i tot its nice. bud after a while cos i don used to havin to eat too mani cheesy tastes... got sick nearly vomited... im jus those kind dat always feels sick or fall sick... ......... dn today nehs. i gt myself 2 nuers. potfen n potmin lols. im their ah bu lors. wahahahhs. quite fun lahs. i was crapping wif potfen n she today nvr eat medicine des. kee siao... oh i oso bought a bracelet... i tried it on wen i reached hm nt so suit me bahs. dn my nuer potmin she jus reached jiu say i veri skinny. tot is she skinnier than me. i saw her hands... nvm no important. no offences too =DD don fl lik riting lers. quite long lors. i nt lazy des hors. =.='' BHB
tata ~I blogged at 10:21 PM
Thursday, June 15, 2006
ZzzzZzzzzz today the time lik stuck lik dat... moves so slowly spent most of my time on the bed i jus cant stop tinking lahs. 15th of june. the worst day...
tata ~I blogged at 7:16 PM
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
well well... at first i tot after 2 months cn lers. hu noes... all alfred n maisie `s fault !! p.s onli maisie noes wad ting... thnks to ytd... everything bk... no strength to fight bk too deep liaos lahs nw everri ting starts all over again... nth cn b done im jus too dumb zhi hao man man wang ji lers... smtimes i wished all tis haven happened... ever sinced 14th feb... nvm nw mus enjoy myself enjoy it to the fullest... sat !! woodlands... mushroom des hometown... muahahahs. p.s quite missed him as a bro... no idea y i say tis... suddenly crossed my mind... i find it darn weird dat in real life my languages is filled wif vulgarities bud my blog posts all so neat n tidy no dirtyness =D sinced wen hav i becomed lik dat ? ZzzzzZZzzzzzz tired... gosh. felt lik slping again... i hab slept for dono hw mani hrs i realli is a lazy pig blahblahs end here.
tata ~I blogged at 5:06 PM
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
today morning jiu go maisie`s house... actually met alfred n sophia at jp at 12.30 pm des we were late =.='' we ply dao did nt realised its damn late.. n we haven tk our lunch.. so faster eat lers. jiu went meet them... lucky still gt time lahs... den hao lors... dat maisie n alfred... gang up together bluff me... say wad the movie nice blahblahblah... in the end... A HORROR MOVIE !! wad gd frens i hab.. i sit dere xia dao pan si... p.s i don dare watch tis kind de. in the end ... the movie was nt bad... onli 2 scenes scary... nth actually.. lols. in the end is maisie mre scared than me... funny sia... lols. after dat... we walk walk walk... aimlessly... maisie suggested toy 'r' us... =.='' so go lor... in the end hors. funny sia. we go in together in the end.. mi n masie walk together... sophia n alfred together... lols. actually wan go library wan.. lols. gek siao wan.... nvm... maisie`s mum scold her... so go hm lors... lalalas ~ nth much liaos.
tata ~I blogged at 9:04 PM
Saturday, June 10, 2006
GOSH !! i cant tak it animre !! 5 4 3 2 1 BOMB !! >.< arghhhhhs !! forgt it.... jus venting out anger ...
tata ~I blogged at 9:47 PM
Friday, June 09, 2006
woooots ~ today`s performances. cn say its a success ?!! wahahahs. I LOVE THE LIGHTINGS !! it maks me feel as if im sm ''superstars'' woots ~ it totally rawks man. the feeling. OMFG !! after dat... we changed lers. jiu go canteen slack. its darn boring... stacey n gang as usual... tak fotos. i wondered wad so fun bout takin fotos ?!! i hated it !! erms.... den we go bball court c those dancers ply bball.... we seated on benches... den me n maisie were imagining we were with her ahem n my ahem... sitting dere lols... it will b darn great. den after a long while.... we saw brenda n cerys goin ply volleyball... den we joined in... nt long after.... cerys is gone... left brenda me maisie stacey.... well.... a stupid ting happened.... i was about to test my dan liang. cos i scared of dark mahs.... den me n maisie hold hand go tak the ball together... den suddenly a flash of light flaashed past.... i chua tio !! den shouted running bk... maisie too... chua tio scream ran bk.... haiis.... i jus simply scared of darkness... y is dat so ?!! forgt it... erms... den 10.30pm we jiu leave sch.. nw here i am... quite a boring day though... actually tmr we will b having bbq meet at my house dere des... haiis.... darn it !! mayb we 17th june go seoul garden makan...
the distance between u n me is darn far far untill its almost blur... i hoped the dreams r real.... bud once i opened my eyes.... everiiting remains unchanged... wad a nvr-goin-to-cum-true dream...
tata~I blogged at 11:04 PM
woots ~ today 50th anniversary.. gonna hav lotsa fun !! weeeeeeeeees~ hope cn stay tilll the nxt morning... bud i noe its impossible... oh well.. nvm im in a real gd mood nwadays. no one/nth cn spoil it... woohoos ~ jus nw i had a wonderful dream... bud it won `t cum true though.... nvm... kp in the heart cn lers. wahahahas. hope tmr hav mani tings to say bout tonite`s party. woots ~ cant wait till nite time. after the performances. weeeeeees ~ okok i stop liaos.
''So close yet so far''
tata~I blogged at 10:48 AM
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
today on the way to sch met mani people on the bus... met zhuzhu. den jiu erms.... zeng yong ling they all.... elaine n belveder hurs. (dono hw to spell) den hui min.... sandra...jolene... rebecca =D den jiu goupchanged into the kuku costumes. the make-up part is da worst !! darn ma fan ~ ZzzZzzzzZZ as i noe nth bout make-ups.... can bu ren du ~ sm mre dat darn pain shoes.... ren shen yi da kong bu. hahas. den the dinner.... erms..erms... nt so bad lahs. i eat ler rice hors. still nt enough go up it resource still eat bread. siao wan... den it was darn boring.... masie n stacey hors.... n/c kp taking fotos.... no offences. my post getting mre n mre... boring lahs..... smone say dat no foto des. too ugly liaos no nd to put here dui lian... n i will gt addicted to it too.... lik stacey.... no mood.... jus nw i was seriously tinking bout smtings.... finally you jie guo.... i shld face reality bahs..... yupps. sians...... my mum finally agreed to let me rebond.... my dad hors.... funny sia i say la zhi(rebond in chi) he listened as la pi ( pull skin) pls lahs. i gt no wrinkles. pull wad skin... wahahahahs.
''where `s dere life; dere `s hope''
i gone nuts i noe.... tata~I blogged at 9:14 PM
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
today hors... at first ok ok lahs. suddenly feel mao dun in the morning... after dat go phyllis `s house wahs... chao si ren kp toking non stop.... baobei blog 1 yrs old lers. wahahahahs. sayang sayang sayang. nth much happen today.... end here bahs.
tata ~I blogged at 10:07 PM
Monday, June 05, 2006
woots. today arhs.... CRAZY LASS. X) rehersals start at... 9am. ends at 1 plus. i tot is 5pm lors. as it is said in the timetable.... den jiu eat lunch... den go borrow volleyball. from the vb coach. played tilll 6pm lors. shung sia ~ WEEEEEEEEEEE ~ den i solo go buy bubble tea.. den go hm lors... heng arhs ~ dad go out liaos. so here i m =D i wan to rebond my hair !!. it will curl up wan lors. wen i tied ponytails. sucky !! nw being... PERSUADE MY MUM INTO LETTING ME REBOND !! no reason for her to reject actually.... i using my OWN MONEY. ( p.s 2 yr `s hong bao money !!) WOOTS ~ I DON SCARED PAIN !! its nth compared to wad hav been doned... dere `s jus so much tings. i wan to do... too little time... 2 weeks holidays nia. p.s for me lahs. haiis....
p.s MUSIC RAWKS MY LYFE. MY MINDSET N HEART N SOUL ONLI FOR IT. wahahahahs. crapping... bleahs. ignore me. well.... dat`s true lahs. i hav determined to train well my singing skills. dat `s my dream n goal. another ting is dat.. i wan to gt mre pro in volleyball. MY SPIKE !! setting i jia lat lahs. so train spike cn lers. I MUS DO IT !! 1st time wors... eva since i born. nvr had a goal in my lyfe. lead everiiday as i hav to... no aims n goals. woots ~ suddenly feel dat wo zhang da lers wors. wee o weet ~ wahhahahahas. i bhb lahs. i noe dat. MUSIC FOR LYFE !! no regrets. i oso mus thanks to dat incident. mak me realised dat hw lyfe is mre important than aniting else. especially _ _ _ _ . x) well.... wish me luck !! my bao bei bloggie. eva sinced i started to blog. hmms.... recall bk. its last yr des june hols. woots ~ dat means its nw !! 1 yr lers. my baobei blog rawks man !!. thnks for being my listening ear !! muacks muacks. i mus b crazy !! nvm... continue to rawk on bao bei blog. =D
the end.
tata ~I blogged at 6:52 PM
Sunday, June 04, 2006
im darn bored nw. while jus nw is plain busy. hahas... erms.. added a song here. ''I knew i loved you'' - savage garden hmms.. mak do wif tis 1 first. since i can `t find the 1 i wanted... sad.... find whole day oso can `t find. reason being... i donno the title !! ^%%&^$*& another ting is dat. actually we cousins planned to hav a bbq meet. problem is dat... at first say at qy `s house. bud in the end. mum jus won `t let. the reason is plain bvious... spoil the whole ting lor. qi si wo lers. %$^%*% in the end decided to hab it at my house. =DD BUD !! the barbecue pit ming ming shi mak hao liaos. BUD THEY JUS WON `T OPEN IT UP FOR PUBLIC USE !!! wakao ai... qi si wo lers qi si wo lers. actually i suggested sentosa wan. bud too mani probs. in the end CANCELLED !! sobs. we jus simply hav problems wen making an outing or wadeva... everiitime... GGRRRRRRR. damn bored nw. lucky gt baobei music pei wo. =DD onli music cn calm me down wen im feeling down. wahahahahs. i realised dat nwadays. my blog has less vulgarities. gd or bad ?!! hmms.... nt important aniways... shall end here bahs.
tata~I blogged at 6:20 PM
Friday, June 02, 2006
since i gt nth to do... blog again.... rehersals today was ok ok. we miracle-ly sang well today.... sm say its cos gt recoerding going on.... gaaaaa ~ w/e untill er.. erm... 6 plus lik dat. i finally break down lahs. was damn tired. n hungry !! den going for the finale dat time.. ms sito called for me. say wad i mus smile. hw could i smile sia. so uneasy... but i tried to smile. veri fake des lahs. too tired lers lahs. after dat. 7 plus ms. agnus debrief us lers. den we were released. the path to it resource rm was dark.... den me maisie stacey. became siao char bos running towards IT rm. den the stupid transporter jus won `t work. sherks !! in the end i dono hw mr.lau managed to open lols. lik dat lors. den we changed lers. jiu go hall tak our water bottle. den go hm wif maisie stacey n rachel. we walk till outside sch gate nias. it started to rain. we began to run lik mad womens. in the rain..... hees. fun lahs. run lik the wind !! =DD irritating is dat. my stupid rubber band kept on dropping while i was running. from sch gate till bus stop it dropped 5-6 times. GRRRRR... qi si wo lers. so mafan oso... den we became wet chickens when we reached bus stop. ''teresa tseng'' was dere. p.s nt real teresa lahs. she onli resembles her. den we crap dere lors. waited so long. gt two buses came BUD !! it was so darn full the door jus won `t open. when the 2nd bus came. we finally cnt tahan liaos. wanted to go hm badly den the driver jus dowan open door. den we shouted out ''OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII'' lols. so funni lahs. den continued waiting. den we were discussing about kws lols. we imitated wad she says. cos she talk till veri des diao n leng ~ so darn funni lahs. lols. den after a while. ronald susu tyty came... yuan lai ronald is from rulang. n he noes my mum ?!! walao ai.. my mum popular than me sia. ying liaos lors. BUD i gt no ying xiang on ronald lehs. cnt believe hua yi gt so mani rulangnites. hahas. den we started eating sour plums. den masie teased stacey lols. say she eat sourplum huai yun is it ? aiyas crap alot dere jiu dui liaos. can `t realli rmb =bb gt stm lahs. cnt blame cnt blame. den we wait till veri thirsty ren veri long liaos. so decided to walk to 7-eleven buy drinks. while walking.... they were singing. they still lk so refreshed. wo lei dao pan si lors. especially stacey hors. HYPER-ACTIVE. jump here jump dere. shou bu liaos ta.
btws.... tis morning after i post, immediately hors. my dad came in kb liaos. everiitime lik dat wan everiitime they fight i became victim. blah blah blah ~ den jiu FORCED me do tings. AGAIN !! $#&%& qi dao pan si... pipo `s fault lahs. GRRRRRR.... shall stop here. im darn long-winded. tis post is so boring. cnt blame oso. veri tired still on com to post. i so loyal to my blog. THANK YOU THANK YOU. =bb bleahs....
tata ~I blogged at 9:52 PM
hihi !! i post for fun onli. ltr 1pm still nd to go sch full dress rehersal. untill at nite sia !! O.O den nd to wear the painful torturing shoe again.. veri dreadful lahs. nw gt nth to do so post mahs. nth much to rite lors. going to hab a barbecue gathering wif my cousins yeah. =bb hope nt boring lors. lols. =x
hmms... i wondered wad had happened. bud i wish dat u feel happy yeahs. lk on the bright side.
having sm stress on family.... onli hav to bear wif it. i say wan leave the house is jus say say onli. won `t run away. CRAPS !! oh forget it ~