If one cries over losing the sun, the tears will prevent you from seeing the stars.
HELLO
I am TAN PEI WEN . I'll turn one year older after 21st Of August , and now , i'm going SIXTEEN .
I love pigs and 王子 . Music is my life and I can't live without emo musics.
Me.
More CDs .
Be a singer and have my own concert .
Shopping Sprees everyday .
Shades .
Manicure .
Happy everyday .
Wednesday, May 31, 2006
today arhs... oso no differences lehs. hahas. hmms.... had choir till 12 noon. yupps.... den go mama shop eat lors.... AGAIN !!? hahas.... den again dere `s the cat. tao shi wu. den dat `s tis idiotic guy from 4e2 go ying yu the cat to around us dere. he wan to scare rebecca i tink.. den in the end the cat suddenly below me. luckily i did nt shout. =.='' enough of the mama shop thingy lahs. erms..erms... after dat hors. we decided after a loooooonnnnnnggggggg thinking. go lot 1 . den walk halfway we saw. another group of guys opposite. waiting for taxi too.... lols. den i snatched the taxi. =bb nt success. the taxi driver simply ignored us. =.='' den finally gt 1 lahs. the driver hors. dono is scared of accidents or wad sia. drive soo slowly... ZzzzzzzZZzzzzz wonder hw cn he b a taxi driver. used highway liaos lors. still so slow. den in the end the taxi fare shoot up. wste money nia.... den we bought 4 rubber bands. lols. kua zhang i noe... bobian lahs... den its lik i tempted to buy clothes... BUD i onli hab around $25.00 in my wallet. nt enough =.='' bought gummies at mini toons. lols. erms den jiu tak taxi go bk sch. maisie paid the fare. =bb den i c masie sophia cerys n marilyn ply volleyball lors.. feel likplying lahs...... bud im too lan to ply wif them. dui lians lahs. den nvm lors... sit dere watch.... den go hm lors. lols. boring lahs. nw still eatin on the gummies. nice nice =DD
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tata ~I blogged at 3:48 PM
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
today my day ends fast.. dat `s gd for me... bud imagine everiday do same tings. over n over again.... hui sian diao de lors. feel lik goin shopping NOW. =bb can `t blame me. i soooooooo ~ long nvr go shopping lers. YA !! im desperate to go shopping x) jus nw after rehersal. we went buy bubble tea. gosh. the taste totally sucks. well... bud i totured myself n continued drinking. untill cnt tahan liaos. hees. hmms.... i tot dat ''smone'' was damn stupid n DESPERATE ?! well.... none of my buisness aniways. gaaaaaaaa ~
raaaaaaaa ~ =bb
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tata ~I blogged at 6:48 PM
Monday, May 29, 2006
arhhhhhs. din hav a gd slp... plus morning don hav peace. go cck liaos still nd to gt sclded. wad u wan me do ? nw even jiaxin tinks dat ur unreasonable. crazy lass. one fine day i sure cnt tk it animre... i`ll leave tis damn home.
tata ~I blogged at 3:36 PM
Sunday, May 28, 2006
a rainy day... as usual routine for me. stay at home... tmr gtg bk cck ah ma `s house. hope i don hav to go. bud i noe i will b FORCED to go... suddenly feel lik goin to sentosa. crazi..... today a bad day... from morning till nw. people kp forcing me do tings i don wan to..... finally shou bu liao. shouted bk.... den i tio hoot lors.... nvm.... im a deead gurl. hit me to death oso no feeling liaos. muahahahahs. jus lik wad he says..... there `s no reason for me to live in tis world. might as well b dead. tired of living. tired of all the stress.... no point living a meaningless life rite ?! hmms..... wonder wen cn i hav freedom. n wen cn i hab lotsa money to buy lotsa chocolates. lotsa puremilk tee. lotsa bag. lotsa earrings. lotsa mini skirts. =.='' gt my hair rebond-ed. change everi single ting i hab nw... all i nd is money. wad i hav sure nt enough for me to vent my anger. GRRRRRR. wad a crappy post. shall end it.
tata~I blogged at 2:36 PM
Saturday, May 27, 2006
woots~ i tink i hav done it. 3 cheers for myself . weeeeeees ~ btw tmr is jiaxin bd. happy birthday in advance. =DD wad a short post. lame sia ~
tata~I blogged at 6:09 PM
Monday, May 22, 2006
wahhs ~ long long time sinced i last blogged cos my kuku com broke downed hahas. slow dao yao ming i vomit blood lahs erms.. erms... today whole day choir practise sian diao~ la dao wo sian liaos. nearly fall aslp bud cant lehs.... ZzzzzZzzzzzz den can u imagine jus doin lalala from morning after the assembly till 5.30p.m ?! even mre sian !! hahas. today oso gt combined des assembly... lols. erms gt a group of woman from outside des i tink do smth which i dono call wad smth lik dance bud nt ? they r graceful lahs. mus say.... lols. erms erms den jiu jiu after choir. 5 plus liaos. mi stacey maisie sit canteen dere watch ah yi they all throw ball lols. they were funni lors. den i laugh dao peng lahs..... den mi n stacey became crazii woman n beginning to tok pervert-ly n act pervert-ly ? smth lik dat lahs.... den lols. laugh laugh laugh lors... wahhsei buay ta han lahs. i laugh dao my stomach pain dao hors ~~ cant imagine lors..... siao lehs. den we went mama shop eat lors.... saw glenn sia si ren lehs. suddenly behind us tok lols.... bud we nvr zhuo zhei xin xu lehs y i xia dao arhs ?! lols. tokin to wall lahs mi tld ya liaos i today ''high'' lols. its been so long ever since i laugh n siao liaos.... i tink dat i shld laugh mre often lahs.... since sooooooo mani peepz say dat i tired tired look seems lik i diao people..... ZzzzzZzzzzzzzz hahas. i 7pm den reach hm. nw so smelly =bb p.s i haven bath lehs. EWWWWWWWW ~~~ hehes. =.='' i siao peng lahs. lalalalallalalalalalalalalala~~~~~~
raaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~ =DD
end here lahs. my throat hurts lers. kp singing haiis~~ toture me lahs. plus the costume... omfg !! ahas !
ciaos~I blogged at 7:21 PM
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
today.... a tiring day . today onli afew classes cum bk for listening compre. the sch so empty den we shout here shout dere lors.... siao char bo... the listening compre veri fast end 8.25am lik dat jiu ok liaos. erms... den me n maisie go c wei jie they all kik soccer... lols. so funny. erms... den aftr dat we walk half way jiu peng dao danielle liaos.. den jiu took 198 go jeec lors.... it was lik so early.... lols. den we go c people ice-skating.... onli gt children hahas. they r so cute lors. erms..... den nxt..... the neoprint shop open liaos. danielle wanted to tak neoprints. so go tak lors... i lk lik an idiot.... so stupid n ugly.... erms.... after dat koser( dono hw to spell) came liaos.... den jiu go kbox... ZzZzzzZzzz... i nvr wan to go dere sing again..... n/c on tis liaos. erms... den jiu tak 198 bk to sch... ply vb a while jiu here i am lors.... haven bath so smelly. ee-yerrrr ~
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tata~I blogged at 3:55 PM
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
YAY!!! ~ over liaos. can ply lors. muahahahahas. the chinese paper today was quite easy lahs. erms.... today 1 person is weird kp staring at me wen i doing Zzzzzzz finally exams over. wahahahas. so happy. n oso happy dat i ....... liaos. YIPEEEEE!!! O.O nth tuh rite lers.
buaibuai~I blogged at 12:19 PM
Monday, May 15, 2006
today eng paper. i tot its gonna b an difficult paper. turned out fine.... hope cn pass =DD after dat me n maisie go canteen meet daniella(tink is lik dat spell) den go jp lorss.... wahhs. chi chek lehs they two hors. dono wan go whr... walk up n down the escalators. dono hw mani times.... den i became an idiot lols. erms erms.... den in the end hors. jiu go lai lai eat den go bk my house tak vb go bk sch ply... i ply a while nias... had i known hors. i don go bk lahhs. become moody liaos. Zzzzz i hate it lahs. den daniella maisie they all say my face black i noe wad`s the reason..... RAAAAAAAAA~ bleahs. jus nw i pangseh maisie so sry sry sry... hmms.... ai..... stop here nth to rite liaos.
ciaos~ I blogged at 1:32 PM
Thursday, May 11, 2006
wahhs... veri fast im goin to b free from exams !! PUREMILK HERE I COME !! =DD my head is spinning around the word PUREMILK PREMILK PUREMILK !! muahahhahhaahs. puremilk... pig... wallet... everyting !! i gone insane.... so long eva since i go shopping sia.... i too old-fashioned liaos. =.='' living in the 70`s muahahahahs. erms... enough of puremilk n pigs.... hmms... today DNT paper.... okok lahs. bud i noe i willl fail FOR SURE. although i gt memorise bud sure can`t mak it de..... IM DONE FOR !! =DD muahhahhahash O.O i done for i still so happy... soot liaos me.... jus changed to tis skin . nice mahs peepz ?! okok bahs.... tired of the I WON`T REGRET LOVIN EUU skin..... hmms.... thnks to jiaxin yeahhs ? xiexienii woaiinii =DD p.s as a cousin lahhs. i nt lesbian.... hmms..... at tis moment i veri happpy..... dono yn lehhs.... 1 min ago i was still frowning and..... siao de lahs me.... those hu noe me shld noe dat my mood swings damn fast..... unbeatable muahahahsh JKJK. gosh. nw all inside my head is onli puremilk clothes lols. addicted to it liaos. lurbees puremilk to the core haha hehe hoho stop here liaos. tudos~I blogged at 3:59 PM
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
today the maths paper 1hr30mins oso bu guo wo yong left last min i still stuck at 2 qns they worth lik 10 mks i noe i screwed up my maths exams.... always lik dat nvr fails to screw up... Zzzzzzzzzz
tata~I blogged at 3:00 PM
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
today sci paper... no hope... i revise de all nvr come out.... maths no hope... geog alil hope... lit gt hope... the biggest hope onli chi liaos... prepare to retain lahs.... nwadays.... i so easy go into lala land... xin bu zhai yan.... dono wad im doin... tok lesser n lesser.. oso nt dat i became.... unfriendly... i oso dono y i become lik dat bud its nt fair to mi on sm issues.... every1 c n tink n giv compliments by my appearrances ? i mean its lik... moodless to smile or tok dat`s proud or zi pi mahs. arhhhhhs. wo zhi dao wo sian zhai hen restless hope tis REALLI SUCKY ME go away soon.... dono y.... i noe i veri wad to rite here lahs... i rite fer mysself c lors... peoplehu tinks dat i rite here cos of bo qu tong qing or w/e cn kindly change another blog to go to... i wan exams kuai kuai over... i can`t stand it animre i wan to spend money untill i pok gai HACK CARE LIAOS. GRRRRRRRR.
im totally done for. prepare a coffin for me thnks.... dono y.... tis few days i lost the meaning for me to live in tis world... keep tinking dat way.... i mus b tired of living liaos... smone kill me hao lers. i gone insane !! i noe i m...
even she has became mre n mre unreasonable n it seems lik we r drifting apart.... i n sense it.... i tink no one noes hw i feel liaos lahs..... dere`s no one i cn tell.... tis feeling is sm sort of lik.... battling all by myself in a war.... all my team mates hab left me.... left onli me.... tis is wad i tot of wen i was in a room by myself the past few days.... mayb i shld`nt tink dat way. n tink the bright side. bud its my mind which kps tinkin. i gt no control lahs. suddenly feel lik riting a song..... O.O i noe i veri de diao.... dere`s a ting dat kept beyond myself which no one noes... mayb i shld kp it tis way... let it shun qi zhi ran ?
aiyoyos. i so crappy.... stop here liaos bahs. since i cnt say the ting out....
tata~I blogged at 1:54 PM
Friday, May 05, 2006
today geog paper. i was doin it damn slowly.... untill 9.15am den i realised onli im doin the paper. everyone else do finish lers. den i faster chiong arhs chiong. in the end i finish the paper still left 25mins. WTF had i known wo bu yao gan dao zhe yang. i too kiasu liaos. after dat jiu go home econs rm sit dere lik an idiot cos i dnt wan mahs. go dere pei maisie chew sotong nia wahhs veri sian. after dat go jurong spring cc de macdonald eat.... we slack dere den i gt a gan mei. hahas den sotong came my house lors. we ply volleyball at my block downstairs. wahhs. its my first time ply volleyball ply till so de fcuked up n siao lors. dat sotong kee siao wan we do stupid tings n actions den she is damn qian bian i kept shouting vulgarities lahs... she drive mi nuts de !! den go up my house. we tak fotos. n took videos of tua kingkong can say she my half younger sis lahs. damn cute lors. we shooting dat time she pei he wan den gt once her head knock the camera so cute lahs. feel lik squeezing her. hahas. den we took fotos of ourselves too lahs i lk so ugly >.< mei yan kan....
THE END
=DDI blogged at 8:21 PM
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
today... sian diao~ i almost suffocated lahs... nose block lik siao. cnt even breathe properly den my body became sometimes hot sometime cold kong bu lahs. i was so tired n stressed den den i lie down on table slp i almost tio fever lahs 37.3 degrees. sian diao liaos lers.... erms.. erms.. den aftr sch go mama shop eat den sit at canteen dere study lors... i guai lahs. TYTY. =b=b AND HORS. dat kuku doctor psk lai de msn lik dat in sch oso lik dat still wave so happily QIAN BIAN !! arhhhhhs~ aftr study jiu go c sissy kia they all kik soccer damn funny lahs... wenyong n glenn dono hw to kik wan lors... lols. laugh dao peng. den actually wan stay in library study wif rebecca jie they all de..... den de maisie chew sotong hen guo fen lors. she went bk in.... shouted... ''PEIWEN PSK ! '' WTF. i is dowan to go hm mahs. whr gt people lik dat force people go hm wan..... den i oso shouted bk lors. '' shi ni bu yao liu xia lai de '' '' bu shi wo ps ni '' ok den... in the end she pulled wei zhuang go hm wif her..... IN THE END i oso no mood go library study liaos. so~ i walk infront of them den she suan mi lahs. say i bu shi yao go library study lors. bleahs... no mre liaos.... tmr exam lai liaos. JIAYOUS LORS...
i noe im damn dumb. bud i jus love u so deeply lers. its lik i can live less 10 yrs to b together wif eu. hmms... i noe im lame foolish. i shld hab fang xia yi qie de guys. all i nd ish time. bud i still hope we cn patch start all over. n treat each other whole heartedly don eva separate agains. i don hab ani tears left. if we realli cn start afresh i wan tis relationship to b eva lasting n nt ply ply type. cos i noe im nt ply ply wan. arhhhhhhhs im goin bonkers. soon hmms. jus wan to say dat woaiinii.
TATA~ =DDI blogged at 6:57 PM
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
today is........ maisie chew sotong de bd bian tai lahs she. so mani peepz giv her bd present too popular liaos. she still say onli the present big nt mani prezziiesss w/e...... den we oso sing bd song fer maisie n elaine cos they same bd mahs. woo~ btw... HAPPY BIRTHDAE ELAINE N MAISIE !! `` =DD to day i was weird... untill assembly den i quienten( dono hw to spell ) den actually wan go kbox celabrate maisie bd bud suddenly no mood.... so go mama shop bought 4 pathetic nuggets den go bk canteen bench eat lor.... a while stacey jiu came... her hp tio confiscated. kelians arhs~~~ muahahhahahs den we pangseh-ed angeline go hm.... actually is nt call pangseh itink after we go hors she immediately go up find her LIHAO~~~~~ bfore stacey came. we oso toked bout BGR. n her n lihao lors.... raaaaaaa~ i seems to be having flu lers. SHITME lahs.... the day after tmr jiu exams i nw sick... mus b my sickening unreasonable dad passed to me one... feel lik slping agains !!! arhhhhs~ cant` ! exams coming mus study liaos. sm more is maths.~~~ STRESSED OUT! =(
it seems to be ages since i eveer smile happily bahs. mayb i shld jus don tink too much n study hard instead. after exams jiu chiong to puremilk liaos. i cant wait to buy clothes. i hab nvr change. im jus dat foolish. woaiinii <33I blogged at 4:27 PM