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HELLO
I am
TAN PEI WEN
. I'll turn one year older after
21st Of August
, and now , i'm going
SIXTEEN
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I love pigs and 王子 . Music is my life and I can't live without emo musics.
Me.
More CDs .
Be a singer and have my own concert .
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Shades .
Manicure .
Happy everyday .
Wednesday, May 31, 2006
today arhs...
oso no differences lehs.
hahas.
hmms....
had choir till 12 noon.
yupps....
den go mama shop eat lors....
AGAIN !!?
hahas....
den again dere `s the cat.
tao shi wu.
den dat `s tis idiotic guy from 4e2
go ying yu the cat to around us dere.
he wan to scare rebecca i tink..
den in the end the cat suddenly below me.
luckily i did nt shout. =.=''
enough of the mama shop thingy lahs.
erms..erms...
after dat hors.
we decided after a loooooonnnnnnggggggg
thinking. go lot 1 .
den walk halfway we saw.
another group of guys opposite.
waiting for taxi too....
lols. den i snatched the taxi.
=bb nt success.
the taxi driver simply ignored us.
=.=''
den finally gt 1 lahs.
the driver hors.
dono is scared of accidents or wad sia.
drive soo slowly...
ZzzzzzzZZzzzzz
wonder hw cn he b a taxi driver.
used highway liaos lors.
still so slow.
den in the end the taxi fare shoot up.
wste money nia....
den we bought 4 rubber bands.
lols. kua zhang i noe...
bobian lahs...
den its lik i tempted to buy clothes...
BUD i onli hab around $25.00 in my wallet.
nt enough =.=''
bought gummies at mini toons.
lols. erms den jiu tak taxi go bk sch.
maisie paid the fare.
=bb
den i c masie sophia cerys n marilyn
ply volleyball lors..
feel likplying lahs......
bud im too lan to ply wif them.
dui lians lahs.
den nvm lors...
sit dere watch....
den go hm lors.
lols. boring lahs.
nw still eatin on the gummies.
nice nice =DD
ended.
tata ~
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Tuesday, May 30, 2006
today my day ends fast..
dat `s gd for me...
bud imagine everiday do same tings.
over n over again....
hui sian diao de lors.
feel lik goin shopping NOW.
=bb
can `t blame me.
i soooooooo ~
long nvr go shopping lers.
YA !! im desperate to go shopping
x)
jus nw after rehersal.
we went buy bubble tea.
gosh. the taste totally sucks.
well... bud i totured
myself n continued drinking.
untill cnt tahan liaos.
hees.
hmms....
i tot dat ''smone''
was damn stupid n DESPERATE ?!
well....
none of my buisness aniways.
gaaaaaaaa ~
raaaaaaaa ~
=bb
the end.
tata ~
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Monday, May 29, 2006
arhhhhhs.
din hav a gd slp...
plus morning don hav peace.
go cck liaos still nd to gt sclded.
wad u wan me do ?
nw even jiaxin tinks dat ur
unreasonable.
crazy lass.
one fine day i sure cnt tk it animre...
i`ll leave tis damn home.
tata ~
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Sunday, May 28, 2006
a rainy day...
as usual routine for me.
stay at home...
tmr gtg bk cck ah ma `s house.
hope i don hav to go.
bud i noe i will b FORCED to go...
suddenly feel lik goin to sentosa.
crazi.....
today a bad day...
from morning till nw.
people kp forcing me do tings i don wan to.....
finally shou bu liao.
shouted bk....
den i tio hoot lors....
nvm.... im a deead gurl.
hit me to death oso no feeling liaos.
muahahahahs.
jus lik wad he says.....
there `s no reason for me to live
in tis world. might as well b dead.
tired of living.
tired of all the stress....
no point living a meaningless life rite ?!
hmms.....
wonder wen cn i hav freedom.
n wen cn i hab lotsa money
to buy lotsa chocolates.
lotsa puremilk tee.
lotsa bag.
lotsa earrings.
lotsa mini skirts. =.=''
gt my hair rebond-ed.
change everi single ting i hab nw...
all i nd is money.
wad i hav sure nt enough for me
to vent my anger.
GRRRRRR.
wad a crappy post.
shall end it.
tata~
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Saturday, May 27, 2006
woots~
i tink i hav done it.
3 cheers for myself .
weeeeeees
~
btw tmr is jiaxin bd.
happy birthday in advance.
=DD
wad a short post.
lame sia ~
tata~
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Monday, May 22, 2006
wahhs ~
long long time
sinced i last blogged
cos my kuku com broke downed
hahas. slow dao yao ming
i vomit blood lahs
erms.. erms...
today whole day
choir practise sian diao~
la dao wo sian liaos.
nearly fall aslp
bud cant lehs....
ZzzzzZzzzzzz
den can u imagine
jus doin lalala
from morning after
the assembly till
5.30p.m ?!
even mre sian !!
hahas.
today oso gt combined
des assembly...
lols. erms gt a group of woman
from outside des i tink
do smth which i dono call wad
smth lik dance bud nt ?
they r graceful lahs.
mus say....
lols. erms erms den jiu jiu
after choir.
5 plus liaos.
mi stacey maisie
sit canteen dere watch
ah yi they all throw ball
lols. they were funni lors.
den i laugh dao peng lahs.....
den mi n stacey
became crazii woman
n beginning to tok pervert-ly
n act pervert-ly ?
smth lik dat lahs....
den lols. laugh laugh laugh lors...
wahhsei buay ta han lahs.
i laugh dao my stomach pain dao hors ~~
cant imagine lors.....
siao lehs.
den we went mama shop
eat lors....
saw glenn sia si ren lehs.
suddenly behind us
tok lols....
bud we nvr zhuo zhei xin xu lehs
y i xia dao arhs ?!
lols. tokin to wall lahs mi
tld ya liaos i today ''high''
lols. its been so long ever since
i laugh n siao liaos....
i tink dat i shld laugh mre often lahs....
since sooooooo mani peepz
say dat i tired tired look
seems lik i diao people.....
ZzzzzZzzzzzzzz
hahas. i 7pm den reach hm.
nw so smelly =bb
p.s i haven bath lehs.
EWWWWWWWW ~~~
hehes. =.=''
i siao peng lahs.
lalalalallalalalalalalalalala~~~~~~
raaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~
=DD
end here lahs.
my throat hurts lers.
kp singing
haiis~~
toture me lahs.
plus the costume...
omfg !!
ahas !
ciaos~
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Wednesday, May 17, 2006
today....
a tiring day .
today onli afew
classes cum bk for
listening compre.
the sch so empty
den we shout here shout
dere lors....
siao char bo...
the listening compre
veri fast end
8.25am lik dat jiu
ok liaos.
erms...
den me n maisie
go c wei jie
they all kik soccer...
lols. so funny.
erms...
den aftr dat
we walk half way jiu
peng dao danielle liaos..
den jiu took
198 go jeec lors....
it was lik so early....
lols. den we go c people
ice-skating....
onli gt children
hahas. they r so cute lors.
erms.....
den nxt.....
the neoprint shop open liaos.
danielle wanted to
tak neoprints.
so go tak lors...
i lk lik an idiot....
so stupid n ugly....
erms....
after dat koser( dono hw to spell)
came liaos....
den jiu go kbox...
ZzZzzzZzzz...
i nvr wan to go dere
sing again.....
n/c on tis liaos.
erms...
den jiu tak 198 bk
to sch...
ply vb a while
jiu here i am lors....
haven bath so smelly.
ee-yerrrr ~
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Tuesday, May 16, 2006
YAY!!! ~
over liaos.
can ply lors.
muahahahahas.
the chinese paper today
was quite easy lahs.
erms....
today 1 person is weird
kp staring at me
wen i doing
Zzzzzzz
finally exams over.
wahahahas.
so happy.
n oso happy dat i ....... liaos.
YIPEEEEE!!!
O.O
nth tuh rite lers.
buaibuai~
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Monday, May 15, 2006
today eng paper.
i tot its gonna b an
difficult paper.
turned out fine....
hope cn pass =DD
after dat
me n maisie
go canteen meet
daniella(tink is lik dat spell)
den go jp lorss....
wahhs. chi chek lehs
they two hors.
dono wan go whr...
walk up n down
the escalators.
dono hw mani times....
den i became an idiot
lols.
erms erms....
den in the end hors.
jiu go lai lai eat
den go bk
my house tak vb
go bk sch ply...
i ply a while nias...
had i known hors.
i don go bk lahhs.
become moody liaos.
Zzzzz
i hate it lahs.
den daniella maisie they
all say my face black
i noe wad`s the reason.....
RAAAAAAAAA~
bleahs.
jus nw i pangseh maisie
so sry sry sry...
hmms....
ai.....
stop here
nth to rite liaos.
ciaos~
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Thursday, May 11, 2006
wahhs...
veri fast im goin
to b free from exams !!
PUREMILK HERE I COME !! =DD
my head is spinning
around the word
PUREMILK PREMILK PUREMILK !!
muahahhahhaahs.
puremilk... pig... wallet... everyting !!
i gone insane....
so long eva since
i go shopping sia....
i too old-fashioned liaos.
=.='' living in the 70`s
muahahahahs.
erms...
enough of puremilk n pigs....
hmms...
today DNT paper....
okok lahs.
bud i noe i willl fail
FOR SURE.
although i gt memorise
bud sure can`t mak it de.....
IM DONE FOR !! =DD
muahhahhahash
O.O
i done for i still so happy...
soot liaos me....
jus changed to tis skin .
nice mahs peepz ?!
okok bahs....
tired of the
I WON`T REGRET LOVIN EUU skin.....
hmms....
thnks to jiaxin yeahhs ?
xiexienii woaiinii =DD
p.s as a cousin lahhs. i nt lesbian....
hmms.....
at tis moment
i veri happpy.....
dono yn lehhs....
1 min ago i was still
frowning and.....
siao de lahs me....
those hu noe me
shld noe dat my mood
swings damn fast.....
unbeatable
muahahahsh
JKJK.
gosh. nw all inside my head
is onli puremilk clothes
lols. addicted to it liaos.
lurbees puremilk to the core
haha hehe hoho
stop here liaos.
tudos~
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Wednesday, May 10, 2006
today the maths paper
1hr30mins oso
bu guo wo yong
left last min i still
stuck at 2 qns
they worth lik 10 mks
i noe i screwed up
my maths exams....
always lik dat
nvr fails to screw up...
Zzzzzzzzzz
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Tuesday, May 09, 2006
today sci paper...
no hope...
i revise de all nvr
come out....
maths no hope...
geog alil hope...
lit gt hope...
the biggest hope
onli chi liaos...
prepare to retain lahs....
nwadays....
i so easy go into lala land...
xin bu zhai yan....
dono wad im doin...
tok lesser n lesser..
oso nt dat i became....
unfriendly...
i oso dono y i become lik dat
bud its nt fair to mi
on sm issues....
every1 c n tink n giv compliments
by my appearrances ?
i mean its lik...
moodless to smile or tok
dat`s proud or zi pi mahs.
arhhhhhs.
wo zhi dao wo sian zhai hen restless
hope tis REALLI SUCKY ME go away soon....
dono y....
i noe i veri wad to rite here lahs...
i rite fer mysself c lors...
peoplehu tinks dat i
rite here cos of bo qu tong qing or w/e
cn kindly change another blog
to go to...
i wan exams kuai kuai over...
i can`t stand it animre
i wan to spend money untill i pok gai
HACK CARE LIAOS.
GRRRRRRRR.
im totally done for.
prepare a coffin for me thnks....
dono y....
tis few days i lost the
meaning for me to live in tis world...
keep tinking dat way....
i mus b tired of living liaos...
smone kill me hao lers.
i gone insane !! i noe i m...
even she has became mre n mre unreasonable
n it seems lik we r drifting apart....
i n sense it....
i tink no one noes hw i feel liaos lahs.....
dere`s no one i cn tell....
tis feeling is sm sort of lik....
battling all by myself in a war....
all my team mates hab left me....
left onli me....
tis is wad i tot of wen i was in a room
by myself the past few days....
mayb i shld`nt tink dat way.
n tink the bright side.
bud its my mind which kps tinkin.
i gt no control lahs.
suddenly feel lik riting
a song..... O.O
i noe i veri de diao....
dere`s a ting dat kept beyond myself
which no one noes...
mayb i shld kp it tis way...
let it shun qi zhi ran ?
aiyoyos. i so crappy....
stop here liaos bahs.
since i cnt say the ting out....
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Friday, May 05, 2006
today geog paper.
i was doin it damn slowly....
untill 9.15am
den i realised onli
im doin the paper.
everyone else do finish lers.
den i faster chiong arhs chiong.
in the end i finish
the paper still left 25mins.
WTF had i known
wo bu yao gan dao zhe yang.
i too kiasu liaos.
after dat jiu go home econs rm
sit dere lik an idiot
cos i dnt wan mahs.
go dere pei maisie chew sotong nia
wahhs veri sian.
after dat go jurong spring cc
de macdonald eat....
we slack dere
den i gt a gan mei. hahas
den sotong came
my house lors.
we ply volleyball at
my block downstairs.
wahhs. its my first time
ply volleyball ply till so de
fcuked up n siao lors.
dat sotong kee siao wan
we do stupid tings n actions
den she is damn qian bian
i kept shouting vulgarities lahs...
she drive mi nuts de !!
den go up my house.
we tak fotos.
n took videos of tua kingkong
can say she my half younger sis lahs.
damn cute lors.
we shooting dat time she pei he wan
den gt once her head knock the camera
so cute lahs. feel lik squeezing her.
hahas. den we took fotos
of ourselves too lahs
i lk so ugly >.<
mei yan kan....
THE END
=DD
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Wednesday, May 03, 2006
today... sian diao~
i almost suffocated lahs...
nose block lik siao.
cnt even breathe properly
den my body became
sometimes hot
sometime cold
kong bu lahs.
i was so tired n stressed den
den i lie down on table slp
i almost tio fever lahs
37.3 degrees.
sian diao liaos lers....
erms.. erms..
den aftr sch go mama shop eat
den sit at canteen dere
study lors...
i guai lahs. TYTY. =b=b
AND HORS.
dat kuku doctor psk lai de
msn lik dat
in sch oso lik dat
still wave so happily
QIAN BIAN !!
arhhhhhs~
aftr study jiu go c
sissy kia they all kik soccer
damn funny lahs...
wenyong n glenn dono hw to kik
wan lors... lols.
laugh dao peng.
den actually wan stay in library
study wif rebecca jie they all de.....
den de maisie chew sotong
hen guo fen lors.
she went bk in....
shouted...
''PEIWEN PSK ! ''
WTF.
i is dowan to go hm mahs.
whr gt people lik dat force people
go hm wan.....
den i oso shouted bk lors.
'' shi ni bu yao liu xia lai de ''
'' bu shi wo ps ni ''
ok den...
in the end she pulled wei zhuang go hm
wif her..... IN THE END
i oso no mood go library study liaos.
so~ i walk infront of them
den she suan mi lahs.
say i bu shi yao go library study lors.
bleahs...
no mre liaos....
tmr exam lai liaos.
JIAYOUS LORS...
i noe im damn dumb. bud i jus love u so deeply lers.
its lik i can live less 10 yrs to b together wif eu.
hmms... i noe im lame foolish.
i shld hab fang xia yi qie de
guys. all i nd ish time.
bud i still hope we cn patch
start all over. n treat each other whole heartedly
don eva separate agains.
i don hab ani tears left.
if we realli cn start afresh
i wan tis relationship to b
eva lasting n nt ply ply type.
cos i noe im nt ply ply wan.
arhhhhhhhs
im goin bonkers. soon
hmms.
jus wan to say dat
woaiinii.
TATA~ =DD
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Tuesday, May 02, 2006
today is........
maisie chew sotong de bd
bian tai lahs she.
so mani peepz giv her bd present
too popular liaos.
she still say onli
the present big
nt mani prezziiesss
w/e......
den we oso sing bd song
fer maisie n elaine
cos they same bd mahs.
woo~ btw...
HAPPY BIRTHDAE ELAINE N MAISIE !! ``
=DD
to day i was weird...
untill assembly
den i quienten( dono hw to spell )
den actually wan
go kbox celabrate maisie bd
bud suddenly no mood....
so go mama shop
bought 4 pathetic nuggets
den go bk canteen bench
eat lor....
a while stacey jiu came...
her hp tio confiscated.
kelians arhs~~~
muahahhahahs
den we pangseh-ed angeline
go hm....
actually is nt call pangseh itink
after we go hors
she immediately go up find
her LIHAO~~~~~
bfore stacey came.
we oso toked bout BGR.
n her n lihao lors....
raaaaaaa~
i seems to be having flu lers.
SHITME lahs....
the day after tmr jiu exams
i nw sick...
mus b my sickening unreasonable dad
passed to me one...
feel lik slping agains !!!
arhhhhs~
cant` ! exams coming
mus study liaos.
sm more is maths.~~~
STRESSED OUT!
=(
it seems to be ages since i eveer smile happily bahs.
mayb i shld jus don tink too much n study hard instead.
after exams jiu chiong to puremilk liaos.
i cant wait to buy clothes.
i hab nvr change. im jus dat foolish.
woaiinii <33
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