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HELLO

I am TAN PEI WEN . I'll turn one year older after 21st Of August , and now , i'm going SIXTEEN .

I love pigs and 王子 . Music is my life and I can't live without emo musics.


Me.
  • More CDs .
  • Be a singer and have my own concert .
  • Shopping Sprees everyday .
  • Shades .
  • Manicure .
  • Happy everyday .






  • Wednesday, May 31, 2006
    today arhs...
    oso no differences lehs.
    hahas.
    hmms....
    had choir till 12 noon.
    yupps....
    den go mama shop eat lors....
    AGAIN !!?
    hahas....
    den again dere `s the cat.
    tao shi wu.
    den dat `s tis idiotic guy from 4e2
    go ying yu the cat to around us dere.
    he wan to scare rebecca i tink..
    den in the end the cat suddenly below me.
    luckily i did nt shout. =.=''
    enough of the mama shop thingy lahs.
    erms..erms...
    after dat hors.
    we decided after a loooooonnnnnnggggggg
    thinking. go lot 1 .
    den walk halfway we saw.
    another group of guys opposite.
    waiting for taxi too....
    lols. den i snatched the taxi.
    =bb nt success.
    the taxi driver simply ignored us.
    =.=''
    den finally gt 1 lahs.
    the driver hors.
    dono is scared of accidents or wad sia.
    drive soo slowly...
    ZzzzzzzZZzzzzz
    wonder hw cn he b a taxi driver.
    used highway liaos lors.
    still so slow.
    den in the end the taxi fare shoot up.
    wste money nia....
    den we bought 4 rubber bands.
    lols. kua zhang i noe...
    bobian lahs...
    den its lik i tempted to buy clothes...
    BUD i onli hab around $25.00 in my wallet.
    nt enough =.=''
    bought gummies at mini toons.
    lols. erms den jiu tak taxi go bk sch.
    maisie paid the fare.
    =bb
    den i c masie sophia cerys n marilyn
    ply volleyball lors..
    feel likplying lahs......
    bud im too lan to ply wif them.
    dui lians lahs.
    den nvm lors...
    sit dere watch....
    den go hm lors.
    lols. boring lahs.
    nw still eatin on the gummies.
    nice nice =DD

    ended.

    tata ~
    I blogged at 3:48 PM


    Tuesday, May 30, 2006
    today my day ends fast..
    dat `s gd for me...
    bud imagine everiday do same tings.
    over n over again....
    hui sian diao de lors.
    feel lik goin shopping NOW.
    =bb
    can `t blame me.
    i soooooooo ~
    long nvr go shopping lers.
    YA !! im desperate to go shopping
    x)
    jus nw after rehersal.
    we went buy bubble tea.
    gosh. the taste totally sucks.
    well... bud i totured
    myself n continued drinking.
    untill cnt tahan liaos.
    hees.
    hmms....
    i tot dat ''smone''
    was damn stupid n DESPERATE ?!
    well....
    none of my buisness aniways.
    gaaaaaaaa ~

    raaaaaaaa ~
    =bb

    the end.

    tata ~
    I blogged at 6:48 PM


    Monday, May 29, 2006
    arhhhhhs.
    din hav a gd slp...
    plus morning don hav peace.
    go cck liaos still nd to gt sclded.
    wad u wan me do ?
    nw even jiaxin tinks dat ur
    unreasonable.
    crazy lass.
    one fine day i sure cnt tk it animre...
    i`ll leave tis damn home.

    tata ~
    I blogged at 3:36 PM


    Sunday, May 28, 2006
    a rainy day...
    as usual routine for me.
    stay at home...
    tmr gtg bk cck ah ma `s house.
    hope i don hav to go.
    bud i noe i will b FORCED to go...
    suddenly feel lik goin to sentosa.
    crazi.....
    today a bad day...
    from morning till nw.
    people kp forcing me do tings i don wan to.....
    finally shou bu liao.
    shouted bk....
    den i tio hoot lors....
    nvm.... im a deead gurl.
    hit me to death oso no feeling liaos.
    muahahahahs.
    jus lik wad he says.....
    there `s no reason for me to live
    in tis world. might as well b dead.
    tired of living.
    tired of all the stress....
    no point living a meaningless life rite ?!
    hmms.....
    wonder wen cn i hav freedom.
    n wen cn i hab lotsa money
    to buy lotsa chocolates.
    lotsa puremilk tee.
    lotsa bag.
    lotsa earrings.
    lotsa mini skirts. =.=''
    gt my hair rebond-ed.
    change everi single ting i hab nw...
    all i nd is money.
    wad i hav sure nt enough for me
    to vent my anger.
    GRRRRRR.
    wad a crappy post.
    shall end it.

    tata~
    I blogged at 2:36 PM


    Saturday, May 27, 2006
    woots~
    i tink i hav done it.
    3 cheers for myself .
    weeeeeees ~
    btw tmr is jiaxin bd.
    happy birthday in advance.
    =DD
    wad a short post.
    lame sia ~

    tata~
    I blogged at 6:09 PM


    Monday, May 22, 2006
    wahhs ~
    long long time
    sinced i last blogged
    cos my kuku com broke downed
    hahas. slow dao yao ming
    i vomit blood lahs
    erms.. erms...
    today whole day
    choir practise sian diao~
    la dao wo sian liaos.
    nearly fall aslp
    bud cant lehs....
    ZzzzzZzzzzzz
    den can u imagine
    jus doin lalala
    from morning after
    the assembly till
    5.30p.m ?!
    even mre sian !!
    hahas.
    today oso gt combined
    des assembly...
    lols. erms gt a group of woman
    from outside des i tink
    do smth which i dono call wad
    smth lik dance bud nt ?
    they r graceful lahs.
    mus say....
    lols. erms erms den jiu jiu
    after choir.
    5 plus liaos.
    mi stacey maisie
    sit canteen dere watch
    ah yi they all throw ball
    lols. they were funni lors.
    den i laugh dao peng lahs.....
    den mi n stacey
    became crazii woman
    n beginning to tok pervert-ly
    n act pervert-ly ?
    smth lik dat lahs....
    den lols. laugh laugh laugh lors...
    wahhsei buay ta han lahs.
    i laugh dao my stomach pain dao hors ~~
    cant imagine lors.....
    siao lehs.
    den we went mama shop
    eat lors....
    saw glenn sia si ren lehs.
    suddenly behind us
    tok lols....
    bud we nvr zhuo zhei xin xu lehs
    y i xia dao arhs ?!
    lols. tokin to wall lahs mi
    tld ya liaos i today ''high''
    lols. its been so long ever since
    i laugh n siao liaos....
    i tink dat i shld laugh mre often lahs....
    since sooooooo mani peepz
    say dat i tired tired look
    seems lik i diao people.....
    ZzzzzZzzzzzzzz
    hahas. i 7pm den reach hm.
    nw so smelly =bb
    p.s i haven bath lehs.
    EWWWWWWWW ~~~
    hehes. =.=''
    i siao peng lahs.
    lalalalallalalalalalalalalala~~~~~~


    raaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~
    =DD

    end here lahs.
    my throat hurts lers.
    kp singing
    haiis~~
    toture me lahs.
    plus the costume...
    omfg !!
    ahas !

    ciaos~
    I blogged at 7:21 PM


    Wednesday, May 17, 2006
    today....
    a tiring day .
    today onli afew
    classes cum bk for
    listening compre.
    the sch so empty
    den we shout here shout
    dere lors....
    siao char bo...
    the listening compre
    veri fast end
    8.25am lik dat jiu
    ok liaos.
    erms...
    den me n maisie
    go c wei jie
    they all kik soccer...
    lols. so funny.
    erms...
    den aftr dat
    we walk half way jiu
    peng dao danielle liaos..
    den jiu took
    198 go jeec lors....
    it was lik so early....
    lols. den we go c people
    ice-skating....
    onli gt children

    hahas. they r so cute lors.
    erms.....
    den nxt.....
    the neoprint shop open liaos.
    danielle wanted to
    tak neoprints.
    so go tak lors...
    i lk lik an idiot....
    so stupid n ugly....
    erms....
    after dat koser( dono hw to spell)
    came liaos....
    den jiu go kbox...
    ZzZzzzZzzz...
    i nvr wan to go dere
    sing again.....
    n/c on tis liaos.
    erms...
    den jiu tak 198 bk
    to sch...
    ply vb a while
    jiu here i am lors....
    haven bath so smelly.
    ee-yerrrr ~

    ended.

    tata~
    I blogged at 3:55 PM


    Tuesday, May 16, 2006
    YAY!!! ~
    over liaos.
    can ply lors.
    muahahahahas.
    the chinese paper today
    was quite easy lahs.
    erms....
    today 1 person is weird
    kp staring at me
    wen i doing
    Zzzzzzz
    finally exams over.
    wahahahas.
    so happy.
    n oso happy dat i ....... liaos.
    YIPEEEEE!!!
    O.O
    nth tuh rite lers.

    buaibuai~
    I blogged at 12:19 PM


    Monday, May 15, 2006
    today eng paper.
    i tot its gonna b an
    difficult paper.
    turned out fine....
    hope cn pass =DD
    after dat
    me n maisie
    go canteen meet
    daniella(tink is lik dat spell)
    den go jp lorss....
    wahhs. chi chek lehs
    they two hors.
    dono wan go whr...
    walk up n down
    the escalators.
    dono hw mani times....
    den i became an idiot
    lols.
    erms erms....
    den in the end hors.
    jiu go lai lai eat
    den go bk
    my house tak vb
    go bk sch ply...
    i ply a while nias...
    had i known hors.
    i don go bk lahhs.
    become moody liaos.
    Zzzzz
    i hate it lahs.
    den daniella maisie they
    all say my face black
    i noe wad`s the reason.....
    RAAAAAAAAA~
    bleahs.
    jus nw i pangseh maisie
    so sry sry sry...
    hmms....
    ai.....
    stop here
    nth to rite liaos.

    ciaos~
    I blogged at 1:32 PM


    Thursday, May 11, 2006
    wahhs...
    veri fast im goin
    to b free from exams !!
    PUREMILK HERE I COME !! =DD
    my head is spinning
    around the word
    PUREMILK PREMILK PUREMILK !!
    muahahhahhaahs.
    puremilk... pig... wallet... everyting !!
    i gone insane....
    so long eva since
    i go shopping sia....
    i too old-fashioned liaos.
    =.='' living in the 70`s
    muahahahahs.
    erms...
    enough of puremilk n pigs....
    hmms...
    today DNT paper....
    okok lahs.
    bud i noe i willl fail
    FOR SURE.
    although i gt memorise
    bud sure can`t mak it de.....
    IM DONE FOR !! =DD
    muahhahhahash
    O.O
    i done for i still so happy...
    soot liaos me....
    jus changed to tis skin .
    nice mahs peepz ?!
    okok bahs....
    tired of the
    I WON`T REGRET LOVIN EUU skin.....
    hmms....
    thnks to jiaxin yeahhs ?
    xiexienii woaiinii =DD
    p.s as a cousin lahhs. i nt lesbian....
    hmms.....
    at tis moment
    i veri happpy.....
    dono yn lehhs....
    1 min ago i was still
    frowning and.....
    siao de lahs me....
    those hu noe me
    shld noe dat my mood
    swings damn fast.....
    unbeatable
    muahahahsh
    JKJK.
    gosh. nw all inside my head
    is onli puremilk clothes
    lols. addicted to it liaos.
    lurbees puremilk to the core
    haha hehe hoho
    stop here liaos.
    tudos~
    I blogged at 3:59 PM


    Wednesday, May 10, 2006
    today the maths paper
    1hr30mins oso
    bu guo wo yong
    left last min i still
    stuck at 2 qns
    they worth lik 10 mks
    i noe i screwed up
    my maths exams....
    always lik dat
    nvr fails to screw up...
    Zzzzzzzzzz


    tata~
    I blogged at 3:00 PM


    Tuesday, May 09, 2006
    today sci paper...
    no hope...
    i revise de all nvr
    come out....
    maths no hope...
    geog alil hope...
    lit gt hope...
    the biggest hope
    onli chi liaos...
    prepare to retain lahs....
    nwadays....
    i so easy go into lala land...
    xin bu zhai yan....
    dono wad im doin...
    tok lesser n lesser..
    oso nt dat i became....
    unfriendly...
    i oso dono y i become lik dat
    bud its nt fair to mi
    on sm issues....
    every1 c n tink n giv compliments
    by my appearrances ?
    i mean its lik...
    moodless to smile or tok

    dat`s proud or zi pi mahs.
    arhhhhhs.
    wo zhi dao wo sian zhai hen restless
    hope tis REALLI SUCKY ME go away soon....
    dono y....
    i noe i veri wad to rite here lahs...
    i rite fer mysself c lors...
    peoplehu tinks dat i
    rite here cos of bo qu tong qing or w/e
    cn kindly change another blog
    to go to...
    i wan exams kuai kuai over...
    i can`t stand it animre
    i wan to spend money untill i pok gai
    HACK CARE LIAOS.
    GRRRRRRRR.


    im totally done for.
    prepare a coffin for me thnks....
    dono y....
    tis few days i lost the
    meaning for me to live in tis world...
    keep tinking dat way....
    i mus b tired of living liaos...
    smone kill me hao lers.
    i gone insane !! i noe i m...


    even she has became mre n mre unreasonable
    n it seems lik we r drifting apart....
    i n sense it....
    i tink no one noes hw i feel liaos lahs.....
    dere`s no one i cn tell....
    tis feeling is sm sort of lik....
    battling all by myself in a war....
    all my team mates hab left me....
    left onli me....
    tis is wad i tot of wen i was in a room
    by myself the past few days....
    mayb i shld`nt tink dat way.
    n tink the bright side.
    bud its my mind which kps tinkin.
    i gt no control lahs.
    suddenly feel lik riting
    a song..... O.O
    i noe i veri de diao....
    dere`s a ting dat kept beyond myself
    which no one noes...
    mayb i shld kp it tis way...
    let it shun qi zhi ran ?

    aiyoyos. i so crappy....
    stop here liaos bahs.
    since i cnt say the ting out....

    tata~
    I blogged at 1:54 PM


    Friday, May 05, 2006
    today geog paper.
    i was doin it damn slowly....
    untill 9.15am
    den i realised onli
    im doin the paper.
    everyone else do finish lers.
    den i faster chiong arhs chiong.
    in the end i finish
    the paper still left 25mins.
    WTF had i known
    wo bu yao gan dao zhe yang.
    i too kiasu liaos.
    after dat jiu go home econs rm
    sit dere lik an idiot
    cos i dnt wan mahs.
    go dere pei maisie chew sotong nia
    wahhs veri sian.
    after dat go jurong spring cc
    de macdonald eat....
    we slack dere
    den i gt a gan mei. hahas
    den sotong came
    my house lors.
    we ply volleyball at
    my block downstairs.
    wahhs. its my first time
    ply volleyball ply till so de
    fcuked up n siao lors.
    dat sotong kee siao wan
    we do stupid tings n actions
    den she is damn qian bian
    i kept shouting vulgarities lahs...
    she drive mi nuts de !!
    den go up my house.
    we tak fotos.
    n took videos of tua kingkong
    can say she my half younger sis lahs.
    damn cute lors.
    we shooting dat time she pei he wan
    den gt once her head knock the camera
    so cute lahs. feel lik squeezing her.
    hahas. den we took fotos
    of ourselves too lahs
    i lk so ugly >.<
    mei yan kan....


    THE END

    =DD
    I blogged at 8:21 PM


    Wednesday, May 03, 2006
    today... sian diao~
    i almost suffocated lahs...
    nose block lik siao.
    cnt even breathe properly
    den my body became
    sometimes hot
    sometime cold
    kong bu lahs.
    i was so tired n stressed den
    den i lie down on table slp
    i almost tio fever lahs
    37.3 degrees.
    sian diao liaos lers....
    erms.. erms..
    den aftr sch go mama shop eat
    den sit at canteen dere
    study lors...
    i guai lahs. TYTY. =b=b
    AND HORS.
    dat kuku doctor psk lai de
    msn lik dat
    in sch oso lik dat
    still wave so happily
    QIAN BIAN !!
    arhhhhhs~
    aftr study jiu go c
    sissy kia they all kik soccer
    damn funny lahs...
    wenyong n glenn dono hw to kik
    wan lors... lols.
    laugh dao peng.
    den actually wan stay in library
    study wif rebecca jie they all de.....
    den de maisie chew sotong
    hen guo fen lors.
    she went bk in....
    shouted...
    ''PEIWEN PSK ! ''
    WTF.
    i is dowan to go hm mahs.
    whr gt people lik dat force people
    go hm wan.....
    den i oso shouted bk lors.
    '' shi ni bu yao liu xia lai de ''
    '' bu shi wo ps ni ''
    ok den...
    in the end she pulled wei zhuang go hm
    wif her..... IN THE END
    i oso no mood go library study liaos.
    so~ i walk infront of them
    den she suan mi lahs.
    say i bu shi yao go library study lors.
    bleahs...
    no mre liaos....
    tmr exam lai liaos.
    JIAYOUS LORS...


    i noe im damn dumb. bud i jus love u so deeply lers.
    its lik i can live less 10 yrs to b together wif eu.
    hmms... i noe im lame foolish.
    i shld hab fang xia yi qie de
    guys. all i nd ish time.
    bud i still hope we cn patch
    start all over. n treat each other whole heartedly
    don eva separate agains.
    i don hab ani tears left.
    if we realli cn start afresh
    i wan tis relationship to b
    eva lasting n nt ply ply type.
    cos i noe im nt ply ply wan.
    arhhhhhhhs
    im goin bonkers. soon
    hmms.
    jus wan to say dat
    woaiinii.

    TATA~ =DD
    I blogged at 6:57 PM


    Tuesday, May 02, 2006
    today is........
    maisie chew sotong de bd
    bian tai lahs she.
    so mani peepz giv her bd present
    too popular liaos.
    she still say onli
    the present big
    nt mani prezziiesss
    w/e......
    den we oso sing bd song
    fer maisie n elaine
    cos they same bd mahs.
    woo~ btw...
    HAPPY BIRTHDAE ELAINE N MAISIE !! ``
    =DD
    to day i was weird...
    untill assembly
    den i quienten( dono hw to spell )
    den actually wan
    go kbox celabrate maisie bd
    bud suddenly no mood....
    so go mama shop
    bought 4 pathetic nuggets
    den go bk canteen bench
    eat lor....
    a while stacey jiu came...
    her hp tio confiscated.
    kelians arhs~~~
    muahahhahahs
    den we pangseh-ed angeline
    go hm....
    actually is nt call pangseh itink
    after we go hors
    she immediately go up find
    her LIHAO~~~~~
    bfore stacey came.
    we oso toked bout BGR.
    n her n lihao lors....
    raaaaaaa~
    i seems to be having flu lers.
    SHITME lahs....
    the day after tmr jiu exams
    i nw sick...
    mus b my sickening unreasonable dad
    passed to me one...
    feel lik slping agains !!!
    arhhhhs~
    cant` ! exams coming
    mus study liaos.
    sm more is maths.~~~
    STRESSED OUT!
    =(

    it seems to be ages since i eveer smile happily bahs.
    mayb i shld jus don tink too much n study hard instead.
    after exams jiu chiong to puremilk liaos.
    i cant wait to buy clothes.
    i hab nvr change. im jus dat foolish.
    woaiinii <33
    I blogged at 4:27 PM



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